Sunday, September 9, 2012

When your gone CHAPTER 23


Im doing a SPECIAL dedication for the lovely cupcake @janaaSA_ who's one of my old readers! much love for you janouuy ;p!

 hope your enjoying my story so far my beuatiful readers! x

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As munera just left my house i felt kind of sad that i might not be able to see her for a long time but yeah thats life! :P


Then rosy tapped on my shoulder so i turned around to face her

me: yes rosy?

rosy: jazi do you need dinner?

me: umm no its ok

rosy: jazi you didnt eat anything since mama and baba left

me: umm i want fried egg and put it in bread with some spread cheese and KDD chocolate milk

rosy: ok

so i decided to go to the living room and watch tv as rosy prepares my dinner, i turned the tv on and put fox channel and it had a movie called 'LOVE STRUCK' (that movie isnt real i made the name up)

It looked quite funny so i decided to watch it! And awwh its so sweet the boy finally fell inlove with the girl after her 10th try to make him love her and he took  her to a vacation to a resort in the forest wth LOL :') what a cute movie xd !!

rosy: your dinner is done jazi

me: right on time rosy ;)!

rosy: do you need anything ? because it is my sleep time

me: no

rosy: when you finish from the plates just put them in the sink

me: i'll wash them dont worry, i have nothing to do :p

rosy: ok bas dont mess the kitchen

me: rosy im 15! do you expect that im gonna brake the plates or something?;s

rosy: no just becareful please

me: k


I started eating and gosh you dont kno how hungry i was *-* !! After i finished my food i took all my plates and started washing them. It took me like 10 minutes to do that ;o!
Anyways i was getting sleepy because of all that work and the crying from eralier on so i decided to go to my room to get some sleep. And as soon as i throw myself at my bed i fell asleep!



I woke up the next day at 3pm :o! Lahaldrja i was tired :$?
Im free today well im gona be free for 2 weeks with nothing to do! All alone ;p




I decided to have some fun today so i went to the toilet had a shower then did my stuff then came back and changed my clothes to


the skirt would be a bit longer ;p!

I applied some eyeliner and mascara, a bit of blusher and lipgloss and straightened my hair.
When i was finished i went downstairs to find my driver.

me: raja abi a6la3 yalla elbs bsr3a

driver: jein jein mama jazi

i waited like 5 minutes then the driver was out!, I got in our jeep lexus car

driver: wain yabe yruh ?

me: ummmm avenues

driver: yabe aruh munera's house before?

me: no no :") !!

driver: jaainn

and the whole ride i was just looking through watching the roads and the people in the cars ;p
After a few minutes we arrived

me: en6rne zain! latrou7 ana bdsh chethi half anhour wbrj3

driver: okay

so i hopped of the car  and entered the massive car park of avenues then as soon as i entered the avenues i got shivers cause the ac was so strong !

I started walking alone in the avenues! yes all by my self ;p!
I got in topshop and brought myself a maxi skirt, then i went out and headed to zara and while i was walking i got comments like " a7b ela7mar " jmeila "also one of the boys blew me a flying kiss and i was just like =__+ and bla bla you know what the kuwaiti guys say -.-

I got in zara and found myself snake patterned trousers dunno how to explain but they are NIICCE (y) so i brought them!




Hmmmm what to do now?? >:$

Im actually craving pinkberry so i think im gonna get me one hehe, ekhh it was so crowded with boys and im like the only girl in thr que O_O !!!!!! Oh oh :$

I actually realised that all the boys were staring at me so swait ru7e busy on my phone, dashait 3la foursquare ou tweeted that im in avenues then i locked my phone ou luckily the que ta7rak shway!
I started to feel uncomfrotable but then of the boys told me to be infront of him bel que i dont know why but yaay that means i'll get to the till faster but i still feel he made me go infront of him for a reason


after waiting like 10 minutes the waiter asked me

waiter: what would you like madam

me: uhmm small sized mango

waiter: any fruits?

me: yeah umm strawberry and mango

waiter: any toppings?

me: the little chocolates

waiter: ohhkaayy there you go its 2,250 kd

me: there you go ;p

waiter; thankyou madam visit us again x

i smiled and walked back to the car

ahh doesnt this look yummy :") ?




driver: ha jazi wain yabe yruuh alheenn??

well the fun hasnt ended yet ;p

me: uhmm take me to qortuba park

driver: do you want me to pick munera up?

me: NO !! DONT PICK MUNERA UP

driver: jeein lay2asab 3ala ana

me: sorry

driver: jein 3ade

after a couple of minutes i arriverd

me: latru7 en6rne meney zeein

driver: ente shnu yabe yswi meney bruhe??

me: malk shghl bs en6rne mu tru77

driver: jaaiinnnn


i left my bags and went down with my pinkberry
then i started walking around and i headed to the playground

i sat on the swing and just started swinging i was all alone there was no one in the park, i put my earphones on and started listening to i wont give up my jason marz






"I Won't Give Up"

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well, there's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

Well, I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up




That song just reminded me of Munera and all of our memories! :')

But you know it actually made me stronger, it made me beleive to not give up easily and that whatever happens im not gonna ever let go of munera<3

i just started day dreaming

and while i was doing that...

1st boy: OKHHHHH shuff shuuf bnya menaak

2nd boy: a7777 eeh wallah hathe shtswe bru7ha!! fheeid chaykha la6ofk

fahad: b3deen bg3d mene an6rkm ( he was too busy on his phone to notice who was on that swing)..


let me describe fahad cause i didnt describe him before:

he's tall, tanned, fit, hot, sexy <3_<3, he has a dimple, amazing smile mashallah nice sized eyes, light brown ou agra3 bs 3nda gfl ! he's 17 but trust me he's hot :')

and btw he's the boy who gave jazi her ring and he was sat next to her bel cinema x





2nd boy: baru7 akhleha t36ene rqmha

1st boy: yalla emsh jarb 7athk

so these two boys started walking behind jazi and she was too busy day dreaming and listening to music to notice!

1st boy: RAAAHHHHHHHHH shlounech ya 7lwa

and thats when i screamed so LOUD

me: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WAKHR 3ANEEYYYYY

fahad: ana a3rf hal 9out sam3a men gabl! hathol shg3d yswoon bel bnya !!

me: wakhhr 3aneeyy

1st boy;no

fahad: Wakhr 3anha ya chalbb !!!!!

me: ff..aaahha.dd??

fahad: Jaaaziiii?? we met again <3

1st boy: ohh laykon hathe 7beebtk fheeid ?

fahad: thelfaw

2nd boy: nn6rk belsyara


fahad: ana asef jazi madre ena rab3e kanw bytrshun! a9lan ana knt 6oul elwkt ga3d a6al3 telephone madreit ena it was you on the swing

me: uhmm iiitss.. okaay :')

fahad: shetsaween meney bru7ch wain rfejtch hathek?

me: long story have to go;p

fahad: i saved your life common tell me ?;p

me: i barely know you dont worry

fahad: affaa you saw me three times w you barely know me :'(

me: uhmmmm madre ;p

fahad: wanna sit down and talk?

me: ok

fahad: ha sh9ayer wyach ou wya your loud friend xd

me: wla shay bs y3ne i lied to protect er b3den her brother kicked me out of the chalet w im not aloud to talk to her forever as im a slut bas ;p

fahad: whatt??: sluutt??? jazi say the details please!!

me: uhmm gemt 3am lget my friend munera on the beach with her boyfriend fa r7t agolaha trd tdsh dakhl 3shan khft she gets busted by her bro bs wana yaya bklmha ela her bro chakha w9arakh 3leha chan agola that that boy is my bf not hers 3shan to protect her cause etha ukhuha dara bel9ij he would hit her till she dies ;s so then her brother said mayabe sluts like me ymashun his sis w im not aloud to speak to her in anyway ;p bas

fahad: WOW.

me: yeah

fahad: jazi do you know what you did proves that your a true friend!!

me: i guess so and thanks for giving me butterflies haha ;p

fahad: seriously !! matwq3 ay a7d gheirch yswi chethi for their friend

me: shes not just my friend. she's my sister, twin. bff and everything!!<3

fahad: your amazing!

i blushed

me: thanks

fahad: maglteli laish yaya bru7ch dont u have sisters or cousins ;p?

me: no ;p

fahad: ur parents rethaw te6l3en bru7ch??

me: my parents msafreen im all alone for 2 weeks yaay :p

fahad; ohh! im so sorry jazi

me: its ok you dont have to be ;p

and we stayed silent for a minute

me: uhmm i have to go now

fahad held my hand and said: waiit can i follow you on twitter? you know just friends ;p

me: umm yeah thats my user @jaziAL****

fahad: thats mine @fahad***

me: k have to bye now, its nice meeting you and thanks for saving my life hehe

fahad: my pleasure !<3

 

Saturday, September 8, 2012

When your gone CHAPTER 22

i would like to dedicate this chapter for my lovely four readers who are so suppotive

@Lalboulayan
@ShahadAlRefaei
@nawara_99
 and for the sweet and talented blogger @BTMask_ who's one of my amazing readers !x

much love for all my other followers and readers, hope you enjoy x

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i was so tired of everything so i just slept then i woke up realising that it was 8 pm, wow i must've slept for a long time but you cant blame me i didnt get enough sleep.

i went downstairs finding my mom and dad drinking tea as usual

me: alsalam

mom and dad: w3leikm alsalam

dad: shlounech 7beebti jazouya?

me: tamam

mom: yuma taben akhale elkhadam yswonlch shay?

me: no mama mu meshtahya shay

mom: shfech 7bebty?

me: wla shay bs daykha shway

dad: eeh men kthr ru7tch lelshalehat kila ttsb7un bel thhr wlshms mwjha 3lekm fa akid daykha

me: eeh maybe

i started going through the channels cause i didnt know what to watch so i just put mbc3

and on it was the suite life of zack and cody, mine and munera's faviroute show since we were young :')


i started to tear but i quickly wiped my tears away but my mom noticed me

mom: jazouya shfech tbchen 7beebti

me: la mama mu ga3da abche bs dkhl shay fe 3ene fa t3wrne wdm3t bru7ha

mom: 76ay 3leha kamadat may 7ar

me: la its okk

dad: jazouya 7beebti ana womch bngolch shay

me: yes?

dad: lazm nsafr for 2 weeks i have some work to do in norway w your mom has to come with me

me: so im staying here in kuwait alone?

mom: la mama you can sleep round munera's

me: mabe

mom: shfeech mama munera is ur sister ele ana maybt'ha you always beg me 3shan tru7enlaha laish mataben now??

me: bass mu qa9bb, may9er aru7 anam fe beit 3mte nadya??

dad: 3amtch nadya msafra

me: enzain bait mama hessa?

mom: mama hessa msafra wya 3mtch nadya

me: huff shhal 7ath!!i wish i have sisters or brothers but no i dont have any and not even cousins !!! my only cousin studies in usa why do i have to be lonely !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :')


mom: your not lonely 7bebti, you have us and you have munera and her family

me: Im gonna stay here, i dont care what you say thats my final desecion

dad:tabeen tg3den bru7ch meney?

me: rosy is here

mom: yuma kha6er tg3den bru7ch wya elkhadama

me: its ok i want to :')

dad: mt2kda?

me: yes

dad: 3yal take this 200kd spend them for the nessecary things only ok 7bebti :*

me: ok baba

dad: yalla jazi baby lazm nru7 abdl were leaving in a few hours

me: sure ra7 an6rkm bel9ala 3shan aslm 3lekm before u leave :*



Well isnt that some good news?:) My parents are going to norway for 2 weeks and im staying in the house for all that time.. all alone! Without munera whom im missing so much but its ok cause i can handle it :') Im a strong girl ! yup i am </3






I saw a number calling me and i looked at it and i knew it was munera's .. but i cant answer her i have to do what her brother told me to. So i just ignored her call, then i saw my mom coming downstairs in her 3abaya

me: mamaaa im gonna miss you so much :')

mom; 7beebti ana akthaar ;*

me: maw9eech 3al 9uqa yuma zeein :$ im ur only kid so i deserve something special ;p

mom: afa 3alaich 7beebti entay tstahlein kel elkhair :****

me: mama you know 2 weeks is not easy on me :''''')

mom: sm3ene yuma jazi, muta ma thag khelgch ru7ay 3en munera

me: k

dad: yalla jazi t3alay lemene gabl maru77

I gave my dad the biggest hug i can

dad: walla boulah 3alaich jazouuya

me: moooreee daddyyyy

mom: yalla 7bebi ta2kharna

dad: enshallah yalla mesheina om jazi?

mom: yalla bye 7bebti jazi yuma derebbalch 3la nfsch w maw9ech 3la 9alatch

me: enshallah mom yalla bye mom dad im gona miss you

both parents: byye


And they left and now im all alone.....

But suddenly my phone started ringing again, its munera!!!
I have to ignore her calls i just have to do what jassem told me to cause im doing this to potect her doesnt she understand :')

She called again! urgh I have to answer her to tell her to stop calling me

so i picked up..

me: munera please stop calling me its for your own good if jassem finds out that you called me today you'll know what will happen to both of us!

munera: please jazi dont do this i know ur doing what jassem told you

me: Im sorry i cant

munera: listen i know your doing this for my own good but please can we stay intouch ?just bbm?

me: Im sorry no! and stop calling me munera your brother would be angry if he found out

munera: dont do that please!

me: bye

And i closed the phone straight away, i just couldnt handle this i feel so lost. Now that my parents are gone im alone.


MUNERA'S VIEW

Thats it i cant take it anymore i'm going to jazi's house and i dont care if jassem finds out!!

me: jassem ba7dr

jassem: laish?

me: you know why :)

jassem: i dont

me: elchalet mu 7ilu bdon jazi plus i dont wanna stay here with you i wanna go back home

jassem: maku rada

me: MU 3ALA KAAIFKK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jassem: emballah

me: oh really :)? sure im calling mom

jassem: ok khala9 reday wya elsayeg wya weeilch etha darait enech mkalma aw shayfa jazi fahma

me; BYE

jassem: bye


so i started running to find our driver

me: take me to jazi's house

driver: ok manour

after 45 minuted i arrived, i was so scared.. what if she tells me to go away? what if her parents are there? OOOHH im just going to talk to her its not scary

i rang the bell and straight away rosy opened the door for me

me:wheres jazi?

rosy: she's upstairs you can go to her if you want

me: k thanks

i headed upstairs and knocked on her bedroom room

jazi: come in rosy

me: im munera

and then i saw jazi stand up completly shocked..

jazi: shtswen meney munera!!

me: jazi i cant take it anymore u dont want me to call you or speak to you in anyway so i came here

jazi: matkhafeen??

me: akhaf men shnu?

jazi: law la7gch jassem???

me: 3ade

jazi: listen munera i lied just to protect you! i've been called a slut and i got kicked out of the chalet just cause i want to protect you, cause if jassem found out that yousef was really your boyfriend then he will hit you till you faint and he will tell your parents and he would take your phone

me: i dont care jazi i'd rather have this happen to me than to actually loose you !!! a9lan tadren since you left 7seit something was missing ! makan fe 7es bel chalet i was in my bedroom all the time and jassem was outside all the time! Im actually pissed at my bro jassem and im not talking to him that much!

jazi: please leave munera

me: I MISS YOU JAZI !!! I FEEL SO LONELY WITHOUT YOU

jazi: you have yousef

me: i havent spoke to yousef since the thing that happened last time! i really miss you jazi and i do feel lonley please come back

jazi: OH SO YOU THINK IM NOT FEELING LONLEY??? MY PARENTS LEFT TO NORWAY FOR 2 F*UCKING WEEKS AND IM STAYING IN THIS DAMN HOUSE ALL ALONE !! JUST WITH THE MAID AND YES I MISS YOU TOO BUT I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT! I CANT JUST COME AND VISIT YOU EVERYDAY OR SPEAK TO YOU CAUSE YOUR BROTHER SAID THAT HE DOESNT WANT ANY SLUTS METHLI YMASHUUNCH SO IM JUST GONNA LEAVE YOU ALONE


BACK TO REALITY


Munera hugged me so tight and i started crying :') i just couldnt hold it i had to say all of this! i have to cry i have to be harsh with her i just have to be like this!

munera: its ok jazi dont worry im here for you!

me: just go now and promise me that you'll always be here for me :')

munera: i will i will jazi!!!! I LOVE YOU AND I WILL MISS YOU

me: more :') bye

munera: bye

and i walked with her to the door gave her the last hug and then she went</3

I went back to my bedroom and just started going through my pictures and it was full of mine and manour's pics!

oh lol i found a pic of us and omg i remember that day soo much! Me and munera were 10 and we were in this park in london and munera was on this swing and then this english girl came and pushed manour of the swing so then munera started crying, i got angry so much so i went to that english girl and punched her on the face then she punched me back and then our parents came and splited us up xD !! Then i saw manour running to hug me and they took a pic of us while hugging ;') <3

I'm sure everything will be alright someday and that me and munera will be normal as we used to be ;p

Friday, September 7, 2012

When your gone CHAPTER 21



me: goodnight ..


okay that was quite weird ;s


Manor is sleeping downstairs but jassem is on the same floor as me ;/

i headed to bed checked my twitter but my timeline was boring! so i decided to sleep



I was all alone, walking in the dark creepy park trying to find my way home,
i was terrified, every second i would turn around to see if anything or anyone is behind me,
it was so cold and i was shivering 

it was very silent and then i heard footsteps !!!

i turned around finding a man dressed in black and i couldn't see his face cause of the fog!,
he kept coming closer, closer

and closer

i tried running and shouting for help but no one was there,
i got too tired so i got slower and he managed to catch up with me then he touched me..

 AHHHHHHHHHHHHH



me: besmellah alra7man alr7em ashwa it was just a dream

i was breathing so fast and i could feel my body is so hot all cause of that dream


r7t the toilet ghastly wyhe eb may bared and decided to go downstairs to get a snack even though it was 3 am in the morning


while i got down i went to the kitchen, got myself a packet of crisps then decided to check on munera

r7t el9ala wla she wasnt there!!

r7t the toilet wla she wasn't there


I'm actually freaking out! ya3ne wain ra7at?

i decided to go outside to smell some fresh air and to check if munera is there mar w7da

so i sat on the table , in my pj's :$ when i saw two people from far away


it looked like a girl and a boy

they were hugging and ekhh they were too close :s

ay shay shnu hathe mu mtrbya mwa3da mney ashkra jedam elchalehat?!!

7awalt adaqq bel faces wla i kind of recognised it !!

OMG IT CANT BE :')



























its munera and yousef


i never thought munera is like that but i can't blame her i mean i did it with khaled but i was never that close to him!


should i go and brake their moment or stay sitting watching them? akhaf jassem yshuf munera then btru7 feha

la la baru7 wbgol 7g munera terja3

while i was walking i heard someone shout munera's name



oh oh it was jassem:)

jassem: ta3alay ya chalba shmswya 3 elfayer wya hal chalb ele wyach?? ha ha !!!! golele mnu hal w9kh ele wyaach!! btgolele wla laaa??

munera: wallah maswit shay and she started crying

jassem: shnu msawitay shay wntay mwgfa yam hal 9bay el zag

munera: maswit shay *sniff* and she continued crying

jassem: 3abalch dmu3ch btnf3ch !! la la ebchay lain tmouten mntay kasra kha6re

me: jassem listen to me please i can explain

jassem: shtaben

me: hatha el9bay my boyfriend not munera's ana gltlaha tyey wyay 3shan ma7d yshk, its not ur sister's bf  a9lan enta tdre ekhtk matswi chethi whya tkhaf men elashya hathe tara ana mtwa3da wyaah he's my bf not manor's

jassem: aha a :) 3yal sm3ene 3adl!!  mabech tamshen wya ekhti fahma??? ana mabe nas wa9khein sluts men amthalch ymashun ekhti wkhrbounha!! ana sekat awl mara lama shftch wya khaled hathak bs hal mara khala9 shely aghrathch w 6l3ay men shalehna w mabeech et6benah ! wekhti tms7enha men bbm, twitter, instgram,kik o kil shay FAHMAAAA ???







And i started to tear up :') 

yup I'm crying cause i lied and said that munera's bf is mine just to protect her! my only friend, my twin, my everything <3 i love her so much i didn't want her to get hurt by her brother, i didn't want her to get hated by her brother and parents i just wanted to protect her.


but for me? I'm just screwed. i've lost my only friend, I'm not aloud to speak to her or see her and her brother jassem? probably hates me and thinks that I'm a slut but i don't care cause i know i did it to keep munera safe<3 :')

I may never see munera again but i know someday jassem will find out that he did this for nothing and that he will regret doing everything. I'm sure :')



i packed my bags and told the driver to take me to the beach i needed to calm down


MUNERA'S VIEW

me: jassem

jassem: haaa?

me: laish sawait chethi fe jazi!! 7aram 3alaik wallah 7aram

jassem: i had to do it its for your own good 

me: bs t6rdha men elchalet wtgolaha tms7ne from everything?

jassem: ana mabe w7da b*tch tmasheech fahma ana mabeech tkhtrben wt9eren nfs'ha

me: YOU KNOW SHE'S THE ONLY F*CKING FRIEND I HAVE AND SHE'S LIKE MY SISTER MY EVERYTHING !!!! SHE'S MY FRIEND SHE CAN DO WHATEVER SHE WANTS  SHE'S NOT YOUR SISTER OR GF OR WIFE SO YOU CANT CONTROL WHAT SHE DOES OR WHO SHE SPEAKS TO SHE'S MY FRIEND NOT YOURS I CAN F*CKING BE FRIENDS WITH WHOEVER I LIKE YOU CANT COME SIMPLY AND F*CKING RUIN MY LIFE!!!!

I HAATE YOOOUU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i went running to my room and locked the door straight away i just couldn't handle all of this :') my bff jazi had lied just to protect me from jassem ! enhanat just to protect me! she got broken just cause of me !! </3

she is a true friend thats definite :')


i cried so much till i fell asleep then i woke up the next morning remembering what happened yesterday, so i searched for jazi on bbm but i couldn't find her, i searched for her in twitter but i couldn't find her . she deleted me from everything, she did exactly what my bro asked her to do

but i know she did this 3shan 9al7ey and i know she doesn't hate me :") i bet she's worried


BACK TO REALITY


I woke up finding my self on the bench of my garden

ohh i must've slept here after i came back from the beach..

i went inside finding my mom in front of me

mom: jazii??

me: halla yma

mom: mama shfech rdetay men elchalet mbchr?

me: maleeit

mom: shklch t3bana ru7ay estre7ay eb ghrftch

me: enshallah


i went to my bedroom and threw myself straight on my bed! i was soo tired, i bet i only slept for a few hours after what happened yesterday

hmmm i wonder what munera is doing now :')

i already miss her!

Thursday, September 6, 2012

All because of you! A poem


hey guys i've ran out of ides to write a chapter from my story when your gone so i decided to write a short poem, enjoy!x

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All Because Of You 

i wake each day with a smile and greet it with a laugh, the world is treasure to me because of you.
Every time i think of something sad, i replace the thought with you!
My mind is instantly changed and my heart is filled with gladness.

I never knew there would be a better tomorrow but you've come to my life and taken away all my sorrow. 

My days of sadness are a thing of the past because i have found true love at last,
my days of emptiness are gone for good, because you fill a void in my heart that you should.

You've opened a window
You've shown be the light
and my love for you will continue to burn bright

Every breath i take is meant for you, 
i live this life surrounded in joy because i know my soul belongs to you.

my life has so much meaning now,


all because of YOU <3 x           




Wednesday, September 5, 2012

When your gone CHAPTER 20



Me: 3yal laish btnamen mene?

munera: uhmm wanna sleepover :$

me: i'll ask my mom

munera: suureee

so i started running like crazy to find my mom and tell her that i wanna sleep round manour's

and i finnaly found her

mom: shfech tarkethen chnch shayfa yeney

me: 6alabtch

mom: shbghetay?

me: can i sleep round munera's ?

mom: ukhuha jassem bkoun mawjoud ?

me: madre he's always out manshufa ela wkt elnoum

mom: rtheit bs derebalch zein ;*

me: zain

mom: 3ndch flous?

me: yes al7mdla

mom: btru7en al7en beit'ha?

me: eeh she's waiting for me in my room ;p

mom: eeh ok


i went back to my room finding munera packing my bag O_O !


me: what the ????

munera: im just packing ur bag

me: im sleeping round for a day not a month !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

munera: well my mama just called me and she said we can go to the chalet tomorrow with jassem and my cousins are coming

me: yaaay , are ur parents coming?

munera: nooo

me: WOOHOOOOO

munera: yalla my driver is downstairs

me: yalla lets go

munera: YOUR IN PYJAMAS ! :|

me: soo?

munera: ur in pyjamas wbt6l3en !!

me: who cares no one is gonna see me ;p

munera: freak

me: from the car to ur house simple

munera: whatever emshay !

me: yalla

mom: ha btru7een

me: eeh yalla mom bbbye xx

mom: bt6l3en eb pyjamtch?

me: eeh 3ade mom m7d bshufne :P

mom: walla ench ghareba yabnyte

me: oh yuma tara bnru7 chalet

mom: ok stansay zein w allah y7fthch derebalch 3la nfsch w halla halla bel 9alat zein yuma

me: enshallah mama bye

mom: bye


we headed off to munera's and when we arrived we found the lights of her house all off

me: sh9ayer laish beitkm thalma?

munera: didnt i tell you?

me: tell me what?

munera: my parents safrw switzerland for a week thats why were going to the chalet with jassom ou my cousins bs byun for a day

me: ohhhh thats why u packed my stuff in a big bag :P

munera: yeahhhh

me: al7en shlun ndsh ?

munera: ring the bell akid elkhadam mwjuden !

me: oh yeah.


DA DIINNNGGGG

munera: marie open the door!!

marie: ok ok madam

munera: yalla lets pack my stuff now


me: kk

munera: ok soo heres my swimming costume, bikini,shirt, t-shirt,shorts, pj's, bdla kashkha. straighner,curler, brush, charger and thats it :D

me: goodnight babe

munera: goodnight


i woke up the next morning fidning manour still sleeping so i decided to go to the toilet then wake her up

twne yaya bdsh eltoilet wla ashuf jassem

jassem: oh jazouuy :O

me: oh jassem ;p?

jassem: nayma 3ndna?

me: la mwa9la haha :)

jassem: amlaq -.- anyways ur coming chalet wyana

me: 6AB3AANNN

jassem: ha ha calm down latsht6ain

me: sorry

jassem: yalla go do ur buisness

me: shutup

and i banged the toilet door in his face ;$

i got our finding a scary creater i wasnt able to define it mwgf b3eed ekhtara3t , laf 3ley hal creater

wla its MUNERA

me: WAAAYYYY tkhar3eeen sha3rch laish chethi 9aayr

munera: madre

me: 3abale ur a weird creater or alieen  !!!

munera: chub!

and she banged the toilet door to my face


ok i kinda deserved that


i changed to my



 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
and
 
 
 
 

 
 



i didnt put makeup cause mala da3e then manour came out of the toilet and got dresssed

nzlna t7t abd jassem told us to go to his car to wait and that he will bring our bags


jassem: halla bekhti manayr w halla b jazouy

me: yu3ana :(

jassem: besmellah alra7man alr7eem

munera: mac breakfast takeaway yalla jassem my tummy fathya :)

jassem: zein zein

we arrived at mac and i orderd like a double egg and meat sandwich ou madre sh6lbt manour i was too hungry to notice


we ate on our way then r7na sultan centre nshtre b6a6at , 7lwat , rednulls, babricans and choclatesss


me: soo muta eyun ur cousins ??

munera: their on their way

me: byun wya mnu ?

munera: thier big bro

me: okk


jassem: ana bazahb eljetski's

me and munera: okaay!!

munera: yalla lets change

me: yalla

and i changed to my








over it was my




and









and i left my hair down cause i felt like it

me: im waiting ta7at

munera: k

nzlt t7t wla yrn eljaras

so i opened the door finding 2 HOT boys and a girl

theyre definatly manours cousins




omar: shhal zaainnn <3_<3 ??

hamani: 3aib 3lek est7 3la wyhk


let me describe omar

well he';s normal height, sunkissed, normal hair, small eyes, one dimple beutaiful smile, aged 16

and hamani is 19, sun kissed, agra3, his eyes and normal wmk7lein, hot!


me: umm welcome in :P ?

jouri: heey

me: hey

jouri: my name is joure

me: mine is jazi

jouri: you must be manours bff

me; and you must be her cousin ;p

jouri:yes


jouri is short, shwy chubby, tanned, has beutiful eyes mashallah, silky short hair, aged 14


munera: ohh your here

omar yess we are


jassem: ohhh halla bel cousins

all of the cousins: halla feek

jassem: yalla el jet ski's ready

maw3et ela omar w hamani f9khw their t-shirts ou they were ready

omar: yalla ana bakhth jet ski wb9bkm

jassem and hamani and munera: me too !!!

jouri: ana bbdl w byeey

me: i'll wait for u plus theres only one jet ski left so we have to share ..

jouri: ok

after 10  minutes jouri finally came

me: yalla

jouri: you drive ana akhaf

me: sure


we drove and drove and drove and then we had races with the others then me and jouri decided to go alone a it was so nice and calm and we just stopped the jetski to watch the sunset then we drove to go back home till we got lost and it was getting dark..! very dark

jouri: the3nnaaa umbeehh :"(

and she started crying


OMG WHAT DO I DO I HARDLY KNOW THIS PLACE W WERE LOST IN THE MIDDLE OF THE SEA WITH NO PHONES OR ANYTHING

are they gonna ever find us ?


i shouted : HEEEEEEELLLLLPPPPPP

and i shouted again and again ou jouri namat 3ley men elkhouf i continued shouting,

but still no replies


























and thats when i lost hope.



my eyes started closing but then i saw some figure coming towards us

me: HEEELPPPPPPP US PLEAAAAAASSSEEE

jassem: jazi emshay rkbay eb my jetski ou hamani enzl soug fe ekhtk

hamani: nayma shlon?

jassem: bs emskha w soug

me: thank god ur here jassem tadre ina khala9 i thought were lost forever :'(( ahhhhh

and i started crying :')

jassem: its ok khala9 we found u dont worry

and he hugged me, like sudenly

i just didnt wanna let go cause i was too scared

jassem: yalla rekbay

me: with u?

jassem: y3ne wya mnu

me: its a small space uumm and

jassem: khala9 ana bsoug wntay danay wara shwy bs hold my tummy

me: hmm ok

and the whole ride i was just thinking about what happened the whole day






we arrived to the chalet i went and changed to my pj's and threw myself to bed i was so tired i didnt even get to say goodbye to munera's cousins

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK

me: mnuu??

jassem: its me jassem

me: come in

jassem: tara munera t7t namat

me: oh ana banam meney

jassem: ok

me: bye

jassem: jazi ..

me: yes ?

jassem: i .. umm i

me; you what?





















































jassem: i just wanted to say goodnight.
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Tuesday, September 4, 2012

When your gone CHAPTER 19


and thats when i saw fahad leaving starbucks

gosh he's so adorable, cute, and hot and his smile just makes me melt <3

i have a serious crush over that dude!

munera: alooo ?? hey jazouuy shfech 9rtay mfahya faj'aa?

me: ha la mafene shay

munera: 3aleeeinaa haa :) ??

me: chub

munera: ahuf hal fahad makhth galbch

me: yes

munera: jaaikaar :(

me: 3adaaal youseef wee33 agol sktay a7slch

munera: eyanen yousef a7la men bu wyh fahad hatha malch elm3fn

.......: eeh ana 7lu shfech?

munera: YOUUSEEF :O??

yousef: shfech mn9dma shkntay tgolen ?? B-)

munera: la bs jazouy legat her super man

yousef: oh mabrouk jazii

me: were not even dating -.- we only talked a bit

munera: la chnha cindrella nesat her ring bel cinema chan yl7gha mr fahad w36aha eyah

yousef: LOOOL mu hayen hal fahad

munera: eh sh3balk  a9lan latshuf elnthrat ele g3d y6al3ha fehm wooh 9ij cute hal ethneen

me: umbeh chub khla9 mala da3e hal 7ache jad sakhefa munera ana an6rch belcar bye !!!



we3 g6e3a munera really pissed me off now mu kilshay e9er feni tgola 7g yousef 3lbu he's her bf !!



yousef: ha ha laykon hathe housha?

munera: no dont worry yalla i have to go yousef ttyl x

yousef: tc babe

munera: you too x


me: taw elnas laish t2khrtay !

munera: i had to talk with yousef

me: umm yeah sure q9dch tgolela everything that happens to me b3d

munera: i didnt i swear jazi im just too happy for you that you found your love cause i dont wanna see you alone after what khaled did to you ou i tell yousef cause whenever im happy for you he is too !

me: awwh thanks but just dont tell him every detail please he is ur bf not mine ;p

munera: sure x

me: yalla raja go back home

raja: ok ok majam





we arrived i washed my makeup off , got dressed in my pj's then went and layed on my bed

me: matmlein kila nayma 3endi

munera: emballah :))
 

Monday, September 3, 2012

When your gone CHAPTER 18

hey guys im really sorry for not posting since like ages but 9aratle thruf ;( i'll try to make this chapter extra long 3shan a3wthlkm and thanks so much for your patience you're the best xx

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munera decided to sleep round my house and i didnt mind that


me: ha u wanna watch a movie ?

munera: yeah scary though

me: shnu feeh?

munera: panaromal activity or whatever its called

me: yeah bs ykharr33 thats what people say

munera: who cares gurl its gonna be fun

me: yeah gurl lemme get da popcorn ready

munera: suure am gonn get da drinks ready

me: sweet popcorn?

munera: yaa wbu what drink do ya need?

me: strawnerry milk shake babe

munera: strawberry milkshake on the way for ma gurrl



me: im done

munera: just about donee mm mix it a bit and were done

me: loool why did we suddenly start speaking slang ?

munera: dont really know :)


me: yalla the movie started

munera: omg shufay thalma

me: waaaaaaaaayy yumaahhh

munera: raaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh

me: wallah kheft

munera: wkhwftene m3ach !!

me: lol sorry my bad

munera: 6afay 6afay its too scary lets go to sleep

me:oki doki goodnight sweetpie

munera: goodnight


i woke up next morning finding myself on the floor o.o

i must've fell thats for sure

wait or maybe kicked by manour :)

me: waakkeuuuupppp abi aru7 starbucks adailya and 360

munera: mmmm

me: YAALLLLAAAAHHHHHHH

munera: zaain zaain

me: im waiting for u downstairs im having breakfast

munera: k

me: its 3;30 already common :)

we ate our break fast and watched tv a little then we exused ourself from my parents


me: hmm what to wear what to wear

munera: im dressed already!

me: shraych b hatha?

munera: no

me: hatha?

munera: no

me: this?

munera: no no no

me; enzaain thiss ????

munera: yes !!

so i decided to wear this ..






munera: beuatiful!!!!

me: just like you x

i waved my hair then applied my makeup and i was ready to go

munera: 360 first?

me: yeah

w9alna wg3dna ntmsha

me: khal ndsh juicy

munera: yalla

me: allah shufay this ring eyanen!!

munera: eeh mashallah yshwg ekhtheh

me: exuse me how much is that?

worker: 20kd

me: im gonna take it

worker: sure may you head to the till please my friend will help you there

me: thanks

worker at till: hello madam u want this ring

me: yes

worker at till: its very nice and simple isnt it

me: yes it is

worker at till: and it suits you

me: thankyou x

worker at till: no need and ther you go

muunera: lebseeh al7een layg w 7ada cute

me: 9ij?

munera: yeaah

me: ok

i got the ring and wore it

me: shrayech?

munera: ehabl

me: thankss x btw khandsh cinema?

munera: ok


we walked to the cinema and on the way ymkn we got 15 comments from the boys ;d gosh i swear the only thing them boys can do is chase girls wghazlonhm ::


me: soo ay movie tabeen?

munera: interview with a hitman shakla 7ilu

me: ok khalndsha

we brought our food and we headed to qa3t elcinema

we sat down and munera sat next to 3 girls and i had 2 free seats next to me, yay i hope no one sits next to me


but noo i saw two boys walking toward the seats next to me but wait one of them is soo hot omg and he sat next to me +_+

the movie started and everyone was silent

half of the movie went by and it was BOOORIINGGGG

the hot boy: elfilm maleeq 9a7?

omg ared 3aleh :O ? 3aib !! lala fashla khal ard

me: eh maleq

the hot boy: laish dashta?

me: i thoguht its good

the hot boy: turned out its not

me: yeah ;p

fe9akht my juicy ring cause i felt my hands were dry and for some reason i decided to put cream on them

fe9akht elring w76eta 3al arm of the chair then 76eit elcream when suddenly manur saseratne madre shgalat

me; what?

munera: lets go out maleit

me: okaay

twne gmt wla i feel someone holding me lafet wla its the hot dude

the hot boy: magltele shsmch?

me: jazi you?

the hot boy: fahad

me: have to go now

fahad: im leaving now too cause maleit ;p

munera: bnru7 starbucks adailya 9aaaa7777??

me: 9outch 3aley ya khara akeid sm3ch fahad

munera: oh el9bay esmah fahad?

me: yes! :)


FAHAD'S POINT OF VIEW


akhhh shnu jamela hal bnt

ok i should stop thinking about her ! waiitt nseet telephone belqa3a

shlon nseta madre:/

i walked to qa3at elcinema to pick up my phone when i saw a shiny little ring on the chair

wait! akid hatha khatam jazi ehya ele kanat ga3da yame ! i need to give it back to her but how

fahad think think thinkk !!

yes i got it !

me: 9alou7 emsh starbucks adailya yalla

9ale7: laish?

me: ele en3jbt feha menak w nesat khatamha lazm awdeh laha

9ale7: yalla emsh

so we arrived at starbucks adailya and i looked for them but they werent there

i went upstairs and they were there




JAZI'S POINT OF VIEW

me: fahad??

fahad: heres ur ring u forgot it in the cinema

me: thanks so much but how did u know im here

fahad: ur friend was too loud

me: oh lol

fahad: i have to go now maybe someday we will meet again, bye

me: bye ..



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