me: goodnight ..
okay that was quite weird ;s
Manor is sleeping downstairs but jassem is on the same floor as me ;/
i headed to bed checked my twitter but my timeline was boring! so i decided to sleep
I was all alone, walking in the dark creepy park trying to find my way home,
i was terrified, every second i would turn around to see if anything or anyone is behind me,
it was so cold and i was shivering
it was very silent and then i heard footsteps !!!
i turned around finding a man dressed in black and i couldn't see his face cause of the fog!,
he kept coming closer, closer
and closer
i tried running and shouting for help but no one was there,
i got too tired so i got slower and he managed to catch up with me then he touched me..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
me: besmellah alra7man alr7em ashwa it was just a dream
i was breathing so fast and i could feel my body is so hot all cause of that dream
r7t the toilet ghastly wyhe eb may bared and decided to go downstairs to get a snack even though it was 3 am in the morning
while i got down i went to the kitchen, got myself a packet of crisps then decided to check on munera
r7t el9ala wla she wasnt there!!
r7t the toilet wla she wasn't there
I'm actually freaking out! ya3ne wain ra7at?
i decided to go outside to smell some fresh air and to check if munera is there mar w7da
so i sat on the table , in my pj's :$ when i saw two people from far away
it looked like a girl and a boy
they were hugging and ekhh they were too close :s
ay shay shnu hathe mu mtrbya mwa3da mney ashkra jedam elchalehat?!!
7awalt adaqq bel faces wla i kind of recognised it !!
OMG IT CANT BE :')
its munera and yousef
i never thought munera is like that but i can't blame her i mean i did it with khaled but i was never that close to him!
should i go and brake their moment or stay sitting watching them? akhaf jassem yshuf munera then btru7 feha
la la baru7 wbgol 7g munera terja3
while i was walking i heard someone shout munera's name
oh oh it was jassem:)
jassem: ta3alay ya chalba shmswya 3 elfayer wya hal chalb ele wyach?? ha ha !!!! golele mnu hal w9kh ele wyaach!! btgolele wla laaa??
munera: wallah maswit shay and she started crying
jassem: shnu msawitay shay wntay mwgfa yam hal 9bay el zag
munera: maswit shay *sniff* and she continued crying
jassem: 3abalch dmu3ch btnf3ch !! la la ebchay lain tmouten mntay kasra kha6re
me: jassem listen to me please i can explain
jassem: shtaben
me: hatha el9bay my boyfriend not munera's ana gltlaha tyey wyay 3shan ma7d yshk, its not ur sister's bf a9lan enta tdre ekhtk matswi chethi whya tkhaf men elashya hathe tara ana mtwa3da wyaah he's my bf not manor's
jassem: aha a :) 3yal sm3ene 3adl!! mabech tamshen wya ekhti fahma??? ana mabe nas wa9khein sluts men amthalch ymashun ekhti wkhrbounha!! ana sekat awl mara lama shftch wya khaled hathak bs hal mara khala9 shely aghrathch w 6l3ay men shalehna w mabeech et6benah ! wekhti tms7enha men bbm, twitter, instgram,kik o kil shay FAHMAAAA ???
And i started to tear up :')
yup I'm crying cause i lied and said that munera's bf is mine just to protect her! my only friend, my twin, my everything <3 i love her so much i didn't want her to get hurt by her brother, i didn't want her to get hated by her brother and parents i just wanted to protect her.
but for me? I'm just screwed. i've lost my only friend, I'm not aloud to speak to her or see her and her brother jassem? probably hates me and thinks that I'm a slut but i don't care cause i know i did it to keep munera safe<3 :')
I may never see munera again but i know someday jassem will find out that he did this for nothing and that he will regret doing everything. I'm sure :')
i packed my bags and told the driver to take me to the beach i needed to calm down
MUNERA'S VIEW
me: jassem
jassem: haaa?
me: laish sawait chethi fe jazi!! 7aram 3alaik wallah 7aram
jassem: i had to do it its for your own good
me: bs t6rdha men elchalet wtgolaha tms7ne from everything?
jassem: ana mabe w7da b*tch tmasheech fahma ana mabeech tkhtrben wt9eren nfs'ha
me: YOU KNOW SHE'S THE ONLY F*CKING FRIEND I HAVE AND SHE'S LIKE MY SISTER MY EVERYTHING !!!! SHE'S MY FRIEND SHE CAN DO WHATEVER SHE WANTS SHE'S NOT YOUR SISTER OR GF OR WIFE SO YOU CANT CONTROL WHAT SHE DOES OR WHO SHE SPEAKS TO SHE'S MY FRIEND NOT YOURS I CAN F*CKING BE FRIENDS WITH WHOEVER I LIKE YOU CANT COME SIMPLY AND F*CKING RUIN MY LIFE!!!!
I HAATE YOOOUU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i went running to my room and locked the door straight away i just couldn't handle all of this :') my bff jazi had lied just to protect me from jassem ! enhanat just to protect me! she got broken just cause of me !! </3
she is a true friend thats definite :')
i cried so much till i fell asleep then i woke up the next morning remembering what happened yesterday, so i searched for jazi on bbm but i couldn't find her, i searched for her in twitter but i couldn't find her . she deleted me from everything, she did exactly what my bro asked her to do
but i know she did this 3shan 9al7ey and i know she doesn't hate me :") i bet she's worried
BACK TO REALITY
I woke up finding my self on the bench of my garden
ohh i must've slept here after i came back from the beach..
i went inside finding my mom in front of me
mom: jazii??
me: halla yma
mom: mama shfech rdetay men elchalet mbchr?
me: maleeit
mom: shklch t3bana ru7ay estre7ay eb ghrftch
me: enshallah
i went to my bedroom and threw myself straight on my bed! i was soo tired, i bet i only slept for a few hours after what happened yesterday
hmmm i wonder what munera is doing now :')
i already miss her!
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