When you're gone CHAPTER 38

and thats when i felt tiny fingers squeezing my hand and a voice saying....: i love you more than you do, and i miss you more than you do

me: JAAAAZIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! al7mdla 3la slamtch babe !! mu m9adeg you are awake ? :O

jazi: allah ysalmek fahad, well I'm awake now ;p

me: tadrein ina i knew you'd wake up someday ;p

jazi: I'm sure you did cause i know my baby doesn't give up that easily

me: i never did stop hoping

jazi: i know, i heard it through your voice

me: you heard me ??

jazi: everything you said, was heared ;p

me: i knew you did

jazi: i was with you all the time

me: and so was i

jazi: tadre, at some point i felt that i just wanted to die, 7asait inna i couldn't take this anymore, it was too painful, i mean the pain never did go away, everywhere is aching me, still is but i had to be strong to wakeup and i did that for you ;p thanks for being here with me all the time law without allah thuman you and yasmeen then i could've been dead ;p

me: don't thank me baby!!! i had to be with you and al7mdla you woke up! i love you

jazi: i love you too

me:YAAASMEEEEEENNOOOOOOOOO TA3AALAAAYYYYYYYYYYY



Yasmeen started rushing into the room like a lost puppy mekhtar3a matador sh9ayer and she said: SHFEEEEKK?????

me: jazi is awake matshoufeen????

yasmeen: OMFG ajbdjfjhbrefbegyreugigrehuhguergfuy AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH omg omg omg jazi al7mdla 3la slaamtch matshuufeen share babe omg i missed you so flipn much waaayyyy omg i can't believe your finally awake !!!!

jazi:  allah ysalmech and i missed you too !!!

yasmeen: waaaaayyyyyy al7mdla your awake! See fahad i told you everything will be alright soon

me: yeah it did al7mdla

jazi: seriously guys i love yoou wallah!!!!

me and yasmeen: MORE!!!!



BACK TO JAZI'S POINT OF VIEW


Im so happy i woke up from the coma! thank you yarab for being there for me and for giving me a new hope and a new life !
Al7mdla<3




me: fahad get the doctor abi a6la3 i hate staying in hospitals please

fahad: inshallah


Fahad went to get the doctor so he can tell him i woke up and so that if I'm aloud to go out from the hospital when suddenly my phone started ringing, i managed to get it from the table ma3ana every move i was doing was causing serious pain, i looked at the screen wila it was mom. Oh Oh.

me: salaam mama shlouneechhh??? i miss yoouuh

mom: halla eb bneyte jazouya mama ana tamam entay shlounech??

me: ana bkheeir mama

mom: ha yuma shloun elkuwait ???

me: wallah not bad bas 7arrr

mom: eeh allah y3eench,, ela mama weeinch???

me: hm haa??

mom: agoul yuma weeinch??

me: ana bel beit mama (had to lie)

mom: mnu wyaach??

me: rfejti yasmeen yuma

mom: eeh ok derebalch 7beebti, zein ou tara ana wobouch benred ba3ad 3 days

me: enshallah mama

mom: yalla lazm aru7 jazi 7beebti

me: bye


Yasmeen: OMG that was ur mom???

me: eeehhhhh....

yasmeen: ashwaa you just woke up omg law kintay lel7ench belcoma chan r7na feha!!

me: 7addaaa



Fahad came back and said: jazi eldoctor yabeech

doctor: elsalam

me: wa3alaikum elsalam

doctor: shlounech ya jazii?? sem3t tech gmtay men coma

me: tmaam al7mdla and yes ;p

doctor: ana mu your doctor , your doctor elyoum magedar eyey elhospital

me: okk

doctor: shnu 7asa fe al7ein??

me: 3waar ebkil mukan, whenever i move a7es b3war

doctor: hatha shay 6abee3i 3ugub matgumen men elcoma

me: oh okay

doctor: ra7 a36eich duwa teshrebein mena everyday bas 7ag this week 3shan ywkhr elpain shway shway w tegdrein te6l3ein elyoum bas abeich etderen batch 3la nafsch w taklein zain 3shan ttghathein w 3sha your bones get stronger

me: okay thank you so much doctor maga9rt

doctor: al3afw



Yaaaaayyy I'm aloud to go out of the hospital!! 



fahad: yalla 9akekaw aghrathkm 3shan namshey

me: shloun, elcar ma9ar feha shay?

fahad: khalait elsayg y9al7ha w glt b36eeh flous laman nkhale9

me: ohh okay al7en elsayg t7t wila shnu??

yasmeen: tawa yab elcar keys 36ane eyahum w raa7 ma3a rfeja elhindi

fahad: zeein ashwa, yalla meshina?

me: yeah


I got out of bed and when i placed my foot on the ground trying to stand up i felt dizzy and week and i felt my legs couldn't hold me anymore ! so i fell on the floor

fahad: jazi!

me: fahad yasmeen help me i can't stand up!!!! relii t3wrney !

fahad: hold my hand

me: ok :")



And i managed to stand up holding fahad's strong hands *_*


fahad: al7en etha hadetech et6e7een??

me: eeeh!!! i cant walk my legs are shaking to much a7es I'm so weak!

yasmeen: its okay jazi you'll get better soon :(


We got in the car then i replied with: eeh baas my mom said she's coming after 3 days and what if I'm still not better by then!!!

yasmeen: you will trust me !

fahad: jazi laish ga3adtay wara?

me: 3shan agdar a7e6 my legs on the seats ya3ne in a sleeping position ;p

fahad: okay

yasmeen: fahad please be careful ou lat6uf eleshara el7amra

me: eh please fahad!!

fahad: enshallah


We went to fahad and yasmeen's house, then the maid got my stuff out because i wanted to go back home

yasmeen: can i sleep round :$? i mean like you need someone in the house with you mu bas the maid right??

me: eehhh please do!!!

yasmeen: 3ade anam 3ndaha??

me: say yes please ? ;p

fahad: okay okay bas lain eyoun her parents

yasmeen: yaaaay

me: thanks fahad!!!!

fahad: you welcome bas i will come everyday to check on you !!

me: okaayy

yasmeen: oki doki!!




3 days went by and yasmeen was sleeping round jazz's house and fahad was checking on them everyday and today is the day when jazz's parents come to kuwait!






yasmeen: waakkkekeeupppppp jazouuuuuyyy your parents are coming today

me: yaalla I'm up!!!



I went to the toilet did my things, prayed 9alat elfayer met2akher then i had breakfast, got dressed and got the driver to get ready because me and yasmeen are going to the airport to my parents 


me: jahaztay??

yasmeen: eeh menzman yalla




WE got in the car...


me: eeh ta3alay have you ever met my parents before??

yasmeen: eeh i met your mom once ib school

me: eeeh i remember!!!!


Driver: yalla enzil e7na wa9al

me: zeein en6r meney! k

driver: jain!


me: omg so excited away i miss my parents jad !!!

yasmeen: awwh :( !!



We sat waiting in caribou cafe till it was 3pm cause thats when my parents arrived


yasmeen: their supposed to arrive now!!

me: eeehh! OMG kahum kahum!!!!!



Thats when i saw my parents i started walking slowly to the cause fashla arketh plus i can't run -.-!


I hugged them both and said: al7amdela 3alsaalamaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh

mom&dad: allah ysalmech

When you're gone CHAPTER 37

me: yasmeen abeech tad3eeyn 7ag jazi tgooum enzain

yasmeen: a9lan i've been doing that since the moment i saw her bleeding unconciocly

me: 7beebti wallah :*

yasmeen: fahad don't be sad she'll wake up soon and everything will be alright :*

me: enshallah

yasmeen: never stop hoping ;p

me: i won't w 3la goulat jb never say never right?

yasmeen: HELL YEAH!!!! ;p

me: enzain ana barou7 ag3ad yam jazi akhaf tgoum wila shay

yasmeen: okay ana bag3ad a7ous bel hospital chord a9adf babies al3ab wyahm wla shay lol

me: Lol okay take care sis ;*

yasmeen: okaayy ;p





I went and sat on a chair next to jazi and the look on my face was just indescribable like you know when you have mixed feelings/emotions and your face is just like half smiling and half crying ? well that was how i looked like ;p

You know i could actually sit all day just staring at jazi and i wouldn't even get bored, don't ask me why bas i can do that!





Yasmeen came back and said: haa ur still here?

me: shtshufeen? -.- jazi shufay yasmeenou elkhabla wallah khabla fahmenii laish trafjeenha wallah ekhti maynuuna :)

yasmeen: jaziii tara kalb ukhuuy fahuuud akraha wee3 ge6a3 laish ur his gf maynuun w7maar jad entay tstahleein a7san men hal asshole ele yamee :)!

me: e7trmaay nafsech tara 7beebti jazi matertha 3alay w bas tgoum men elnouma el6weela hathe bt9eer john cina wbtmwtch ;p tara dare ga3d tsm3ene jazouuya w 3ad mu tfshlene abech laman tgoumen men elcoma tbkseen yasmeeno :$

yasmeen: a9laann jazii mategdar 3alay ;p

me: a3almha 7arakat boxing wt36eech box twdeech elquds

yasmeen: WAAAIIII3333 AMLAAAAQQQQQ!! Allah y3enech jazii u have a bf which his dam is very thegeel :)

me: shhal badlyaat ?? hatha wntay private school?

yasmeen: e7trm nafsek ya 7maarrrrr

me: ohhhhh jazi baby yasmeenooh sabatne :o

yasmeen: i hate you maleeqqq

me: me took wallah :((

yasmeen: baruu7 atmasha again wee3 ge6aa3

me: thlfay yalla





I laughed 3la elhousha ele twa of me and yasmeen w just smiled and looked at jazi knowing she heard every little thing we said haha 






2 days passed and jazi is still in coma




I started getting worried everyday, every minute and every second, i kept on thinking will jazi ever wake up again? will she ever see me again? I didn't even give her a goodbye and she didn't enjoy her life! will jazi die?? I just can't think! I feel like my mind will explode ! I can't hold it anymore i just want jazi to wakeup i miss her!!!!!!



me: jazi yalla 7beebii wakeup i miss you so much! Remember all the memories we had?? They were amazing weren't they ;p? And i want to have more memories with you baby , 3ad ma buga shay w school will start, dare u hate it so much bas university will start too so were both gonna have bad days, tadreen you're so pretty even when your coma? you'd normally reply with i know la2anech wayd wathqa men nafsch, and thats why i love you! I love you for so many things actually! I love you for who you are, your just perfect to me! Tara dare galabtay 6uma6a men dakhl w 7adch mst7ya cause u always are, 3aad yalla jazi wakeup! Just wanna say that no matter what happens I loved you once, i love you still, always have always will<3 i miss you so much i hope you miss me too







Suddenly the machines started beeping so quick, i got so worried, it was beeping so fast and thats when it went dead silent and thats when...................

When you're gone CHAPTER 36

As soon as i got out of the room i saw yasmeen smiling.



me: shfeech??

yasmeen: jazi btgooum 3an gereeb I'm sure ;'p

me: how do you know ?

yasmeen: i have faith. Don't you?

me: ele allah katba e9eer be9eer

yasmeen: I'm bored ::

me: shsweilch???

yasmeen: madre khal nswi shay its 3pm khal ne6la3 aw shay..

me: shte6le3eeen??? entay shayfa 7alat jazi 3ashan 7athretech etgoleen khal ne6la3

yasmeen: thayeg khelgi i need some fresh air 7aram a6la3 !!!

me: laman telgain a7ad y6al3ch b3deen t3alay 7acheene

yasmeen: huff i hate you!!!

me: i love you too :*




Hours passed and it was night time already!


yasmeen: ana dikht barou7 anam

me: noun el3wafe x

yasmeen went up to jazi and started whispering: jazouy ana al7eein banam 7ade ta3bana :( entay 9ayra kalba w nayma nouuma 6weela 3aad bacher mabe agoum gala 9rakhech ele kila tswina 3shan tgawmene itha tabeen tgawmene then talk to me don't scream ok?? ou tara yalla your in coma for so long tara had had malait -.- ur so good at sleeping for a long time aren't you??? ley muta bathel a7acheech wntay t7grene wtkhalene chne a7ache el6oufa :) anyways dekht so Goodnight babe love you xx




Yasmeen went to sleep and then fahad just sat there next to jazi staring at her again like he always does and thinking about if jazi will survive or not, like always..





me: jazii?? muta nawya you wakeup from this stupid coma? tara ana zahagt men douunech and just seeing you on this bed makes me feel horrible bas i love you so much and no matter what happens tara i'll never forget you......
UHmmm shuufay shuufay this picture! tathkereenha?? LOOOOOOOL hathe entay w yasmeeno elhabla bel sayara laman kin taw tethaweshouun !!!! wallah shaklech ytha7eek wntay m3a9ba yakhe cute wallah!!!! tara entay na9aba tadreen laish?? la2anech mghamtha 3yoounch wmswya rouu7ch b coma wntay a9lan ga3da t6al3een elpic w fa6sa the7ek men dakhel bas qamta altha7ka 3shaan tkamleen khud3at el coma maltech hatheee :******  walaht 3aleeich waayyyyyyeeeeedddddddd tadren?:')
yalla baby lazem anam I'm tired ;p inshallah i'll wakeup tomorrow finding you sharyatlee breakfast 3la 7saabech :$
MEN 9IJI !!!! :$  :**





I slept that night hoping that jazi would wakeup sometime by tomorrow and ....
























I woke up the next day on the noise of screaming !!!! I quickly got up wila ashuuf yasmeen t9areekh


me: shfechh??? JAZI GAMAT!!!!!?????

yasmeen: uhmm no....



Ok that was very disappointing it made me feel sad from the start of the day great!!!!




me: shfeech et9arkheen 3ayal?

yasmeen: kan fe zewii yaaaaaaa33333333

me: kill hatha 3ashan zewii??

yasmeen: eeh!!!



I ignored my sis yasmeen then went to the toilet, washed my face , brushed my teeth etc, then i got out of the toilet wila alage the doctor jidamii..



me: oh salam doctor

doctor: w3leku esalam

me: ha doctor shnu 9ar?? whats the latest news

doctor: ana ma3rafsh ha2oulak elzay bas jazi 7alit'ha mush murzya... el9ara7a ena jazi 7alit'ha 9arat gidan 9a3ba w her heartbeats 2alu keteer w gism jazi da3eef w mush wader yt7amal kul da awe fa e7temaal keber ina jazi mat2ouumsh men elcoma ya3ne e7tmal keber enaha 7atmout

me: SHIIIINUUUUUUUUUUU?????????????????????

doctor: ana 2ult enu da e7temaal mush akiid bas so far jazi is not getting any better she's actually getting worser and worser everytime

me: enta akeeid etchatheeb 3alaay akeeid !!!!

doctor: it all depends on you. Work harder and she might wakeup, theres nothing else we can do I'm sorry bas da ele 7a9el



And he left


Oh no this can't be happening right?? jazi cannot die this early!! she didn't enjoy her life she never did! She had so many rough times and i know she's in one right now!!! OH god please help her and give her the strength to wakeup yarab! Im actually gonna have to be strong , yes be strong and i shall not loose hope easily, i will be with her everyday, every time and i will never leave her till she wakes up!



yasmeen: shgaal eldoctor???

me: uhhm gaaal ena jazi 7alt'ha mu ga3da t7sn bas she'll be soon fine trust me :*

yasmeen: enshallah <3 i miss her so much

me: we both do :')

When you're gone CHAPTER 35

PERVIOUS CHAPTER:

Fahad,  jazi and yasmeen made an accident! Fahad and his sister yasmeen had a few cuts but jazi had serious cuts, and is in coma






THIS CHAPTER STILL FAHAD'S POINT OF VIEW:


yasmeen: fahad wain ghurfat jazi yalla abe ashuufha !!

me: madre emshay wyaay nis2al

yasmeen: fahad ta3bana mali khilg amsheey I'm in pain :') !!

me: yasmeen lazm ndawr ay ghurfa 7a6aw jazi bala dala3 tara I'm in pain too bs lazem tt7mlein please 3shane !!

yasmeen: okaayy

me: yalla emshay


We started walking till we found the reception

me: exuse me?

nurse: YES?

me: uhmm do you know where jazi al*** is ?? she just had a surgery

nurse: what do you want to know  about her?

me: can you tell me what room she is in please!

nurse: she's in room 159 floor 3

me: okay thank you

nurse: anytime


yasmeen: waayy ba6a chabde ttkalam ba6ee2 !!

me: eeh me too

yasmeen: enzeein yalla wain el lifts al7ein?

me: madre emshay akeid meney

yasmeen: fahad magdar amshe ba3ad can you hold me please

me: yalla 3a6ene mask edch wmshay yame bas mu tkhalein oil el pressure 3alay

yasmeen: zaain



We got in the lift,  i felt like the lift was taking years to go up! But we finally managed to get to the 3rd floor and me and yasmeen started quickly walking looking for room 159


And when we finally arrived thats where i saw jazi. Just laying there with all the machines attached to her body, the way she looked was just heartbreaking, she was just laying there with a small smile, i can see it!! I know that she's strong to fight all of this and I'm sure she'll wakeup soon :')




yasmeen: fahad....

me: halla yasmeen

yasmeen: binam ib this bedroom? like are we gonna stay with jazi??

me: eeh we are

yasmeen: uhmm inzain i need my pi's and toothbrush etc..

me: yasmeen digay 3al sayeg eeybhhum ana mu fathe aru7 akhthm lich

yasmeen: calm down i didn't say i need you to get them for me !! Ra7 adeg 3al sayeg eyeeble my things shakelna bin6awel meney!!!

me: sway ele tsweenah kaifch!!!



Yasmeen went out of the room and called the maid to pack some things that she needs and also she told the maid to pack some things for fahad then she called the driver and told him to bring them to the hospital.
Fahad took a chair then put it right next to the bed jazi was on and all he was doing was just staring at her. Minutes later yasmeen came in and sat on the couch, she was silent! To be honest both yasmeen and fahad didn't feel like talking, they were so worried about jazi.

10 minutes passed and fahad and yasmeen were just sat there silent until yasmeen said: fahad agoul 7ag munera???

me: LAA !!!

yasmeen: munera is jazz's bestfreind laish akhsh 3anha!!

me: entay tadreen sh9ayer beeinhm!! shbtstfeeid munera?? wla shay 6ab3an la2anha mara7 tigdar tyeey wtzour jazi! Bas tbttthaygeein khilgha !!

yasmeen: what if munera found out brou7ha??

me: she won't trust me

yasmeen: ohh eldriver ta7at bayeeb elaghrath

me; OK


Yasmeen went and took the things from the driver and came back


yasmeen: heres ur things

me: thanks yasuma

yasmeen: no need


Fahad got the nurses to bring spare mattress so he could sleep there and so yasmeen can sleep on the couch.



After a few hours yasmeen fell asleep and i was still awake thinking about jazi! Jazi and only jazi!


But without fahad realising his eyes closed and he fell asleep on the chair.




The next day i woke up finding the sun shining right to my eyes and the smell of the hospital coming through my nostrils. 







me: yasmeen goumay yallla

yasmeen: gayma ana matshouf -.-

me: k



I went to the toilet washed my face did my things and got out finding yasmeen kissing jazz's head and whispering something to her ear

me: shtgoulen?

yasmen: don't worry, barou7 starbucks shtabe ??

me: mocha

yasmeen: ok

me: 3endch flous?

yasmeen: eeh

me: derebalch

yasmeen: okay x


Yasmeen went to starbucks ordered some food and and drinks and came back after a few minutes, so i started eating my food with her and drinking when the doctor came in


doctor: alsalamu 3alaikum

me: wa3alaikum alsalam

doctor: kaif 7alak?

me: tamam al7mdella

doctor: fahad ana 3awzak enta wukhtak tkhregu men el ghurfa 3shan 3awez akalemkum

me; OK


We got out of the room and and i was worried about what the doctor was about to say



doctor: fahad ana 3awz ukhtak ba3den 3awzak tkhushun alghurfa w 3awzkm tekalem jazi ka2anha btesma3kum la2ana itha switaw da ensha2allah 3an areeb hat2uum jazi

me: ok doctor

doctor: betwafee2

me: tislam

doctor: allah ysalemak

and he left!



yasmeen: uhhmm khayfa!!!

me; IT WILL BE ALRIGHT ! just speak to her like she's awake

yasmeen: okaay


She entered the room and sat on the chair next to jazi,


yasmeen: jazoouuyyyy shlouneechh shakhbarech???? umbeeh tadreen walaht 3alaich jad jad waaay  walaht 3ala khbalech too!!! tadreen me and fahad are ok? al7mdla ma9ar fena shay bas few cuts wnitay ham latkhafeen mafeech shay bas cuts nafsna w a9lan entay nayma nouma 6weeeiiiiilaaaahh mu coma adare tara :p eeh btw ana 7ade craving gooey choowey fa yalla mutta 7athretech nawya tgoumeen men elnouuma el6weela hathe tara 7ade youu3ana *sniff* wabeeich tyeen wyaay nakil mink a9lan bas tgoumeen ana a3zmch latkhafeen mu ela entay tdfe3een ba3ad a3arfch ji39a mat7been tdf3een LOOOOOLLLL Omg guess what!! school is in 2 weeks only umbeeh wa3 wa3 jadd mali khilg mrs benock tbe6 chabdeee 9ara7a she's the worst teacher ever bas shswi i have to have her for this year too! tara haman entay you'll have mrs benockfa entay bt67seein ba3ad *sniff* tara ana mu ga3da abche 3la shanch bas tara dash shay b3ene wila ana mabche 3shanich *sniff* LOL I'm not that weak to cry anyway hahahah :') love you so much jazi and i miss you too! wakeup soon tara fahouuud maleeiq entay ele twanseen wallah ;p .. yalla *sniff* lazm arou7 fahouud elzag yabe ykalmch ba3ad ur bf shswi :) haha bye mwaaahhhhhhhh :'*



Yasmeen came out of the room with a few tears on her eyes, she was very happy speaking to jazi, she knew she will wakeup soon.


me: yasmeen how was it??

yasmeen: it was good *smile* it was good ;p

me: I'm gonna go in now ok wait for me meney

yasmeen: okaayy xx


And i entered the room, every step i take gives me shivers, my body starts aching me suddenly, i feel terrified and worried, I'm scared of what to say, I'm scared i might say the wrong things and spoil everything and I'm scared to loose control! But i'll try my best not to break down cause i have to be strong in front of jazi, i know she wouldn't like it if i became weak :')



me: hey babe how are you ;p? i miss you so much don't you miss me too? tadreen hal tedele3 ele ga3da tsaweena maynfa3 la2ana mara7 ykhleene a7bch akthar la2nch tadreen ana shkethr a7bch fa bala 3aba6 yalla ana martha my baby t9eer dalouu3a, anyways entay shlounech shakhbarech ( held jazi's hand) tara i know your listening to everything i say bas mu ela treden adre ench ta3bana 3ugb el3amalya, a9lan just because you are in coma doesnt mean matgdreen tsm3ene! A9lan I'm sure entay ga3da tsm3ene now w mayta the7ek 3alaay men dakhlch wtgoleen shfeeh fahouud maynouun y7achene chna ahbal a3arfech zeein t7been t7sheen ! Yalla mutta tgoumeen jazii wedi a6al3ch entay w yasmeenou el habla madre laish alla balane feeha stghrfllah tbe6 chabde hal ekht w walaht 3ala hwaashch entay w yasmeen almuz3j!! bas 9ara7a a7la 9idfa b7yate lama 3araftch! tathkereen lama kina just friends???? w swalfna ele beltwitter w lama shfna ba3ath katha mara w ba3deeen shway shway 9irna close w know ur my gf! 3ad yalla jazouuy 7beebti goumay tara 6wltaayy, abeeich tgoumen 3shan tkhal9eein madresa hal sina w3shaan akh6ebech 3ala 6ooul t9eren 7age ma7ad ykhthch mney!! Tara mafeeni 9aber bas adre al7een m3a9ba 3alay l2na mafeni 9aber bas 3ashanch b9er patient ! a7bech tadren? ana a3shgch wadre ina your so strong , you can handle this baby I'm sure you can! Cause I'm being strong too shufay mu ga3d abchee nafs ekhtii yasmenoou la la ana strong ana rayal lazem ma2abche haha, dare enech tsween chethi 3shan tkhlenei abche bas makw fayda I'm too strong and you are too bas 3ad entay strong gala 3aneeda! you can't deny that I'm sure!!!
I just wanna say that i love you no matter what and that i miss you so much baby, keep strong i hope you wakeup soon.







I couldn't handle it i started tearing up but i quickly wiped my tears away and smiled and kissed jazi's forehead then i walked away hoping she listened to everything i said...

When you're gone CHAPTER 34

PREVIOUS CHAPTER

Fahad closed the window then went on the directions that the guy gave him.

He started speeding w the traffic kanat 7amra bas fahad 3adaha mawagaf 

me: FAAHHHHHAAADDDDDDDDDDDDD

Yasmeen: oooooooh myyyy goooo.....

AND THATS WHEN EVERYTHING WENT BLACK..

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THIS CHAPTER

The car that fahad and the girls were in was driving so quick w ma meda fahad y6g break so another car was coming from the other side and crashed into them! 

Fahad's car ingalbat upside down but the other car enfaq9at men jidam.

Fahad barely could move, his hand was bleeding a lot and he was in so much pain but he was so worried about the girls..

fahad: yasmeen!! jaziii feekm shay???

yasmeen: fahaaadd mu gadra at7arak !! mu gadra a7s b jesmi please call the ambulance I'm in so much pain please fahad quick!!!!!!!!!

fahad: yalla okay khaleech latt7rken yasmeen 

So fahad quickly dialled the ambulance and told them that the car mingalba feihm so the ambulance was on its way to them.

yasmeen: jazi !! jazouuuyyyy reday 3alay shfeech sakta !!

Jazi wasn't awake. She didn't speak. She was bleeding everywhere because she was sat next to the door and thats the side that the other car hit. The scene was shocking! The way she was laid there, here trousers got ripped from the side because some metal was sharp. 

She looked dead.

yasmeen: jazi!! jazi stop pretending that ur dead because ur not ;p

jazouuy wqasam bellah its so not working fa aguul fit7ay 3yuunch w reday 3alay bala tamtheel ;p

fahad: yasmeen calm down she's ok don't worry the ambulance will come soon and were all going to be fine just don't worry !!!

yasmeen: what if jazi is dead????? shbingoul 7ag ahalhaa haa !!!!!!!!!! *sniff* gouleey shbingoul 7ag munera??? *sniff* ! she didn't live her life the way she wanted it to be ! she's so damn young to die !!!!

fahad: CALM DOWN YASMEEN LAISH GA3ADE TFAWLEEN ! MEN GAL JAZI MATAT LA TEG3EDEN T2ALFEEN MEN MUKHCH LA2ANCH MATADREEEN !!  ANA ADRE EHYA MU MAYTA LA2ANA A9LAN SHLUN TMOUTT??? TAWHE 9GHEERA W MATSTAHEL FA AKIIIID EHYA MU MAYTA !

yasmeen: *sniff* fahad look the ambu.lance.....

fahad: stay strong yasmeen 7beebti kahum yaw e6al3uunaa !!!!!

And thats when the ambulance arrived, they managed to get fahad, jazi and yasmeen out of the car and got them in the ambulance car, they started wiping away the bruises and putting plasters w lafaf 3ala the cut places on both fahad and yasmeen.

But for jazi? they quickly inserted this special machine to her so she can breath and they also wiped away all the blood ou lafaw ras'ha 3ala ma you9lun elhospital so they can do the things they need to her.

fahad: yasmeen al7en entay a7san?

yasmeen nodded and said: fahad would jazi survive ? :') *sniff*

fahad: yeah she will I'm sure because i know she's strong :'* 

ambulance person: ukhuy enta welbnt ele ga3da yamik mafekm shay al7mdla , bs kan fe jru7 9gheira bas 3qmnaha w lafainaha likum bas elbnt ele mene 7alt'ha matser....

fahad: SHFEEHAA ?????

ambulance person: wallah ukhuy madre shloun agoulk bas ehya al7een bghaybouba w jismha kila deep cuts, w her head got banged so hard fa lafainah bas al7mdla she won't loose memory or anything

fahad: la7awla walla quwata ela bellah

ambulance person: bas al7mdla 3la slamtkm wenshallah tgoum hal bent belsalama

fahad: allah ysalmek. Ameein enshallah!

Fahad, yasmeen and jazi arrived at the ameeri hospital with the ambulance and they quickly rushed jazi to ghurfat el3amaliyat because she had very deep serious cuts in her body so they had to stitch it.

So Yasmeen and fahad had to sit down and wait for jazi while they do the surgery for her. Fahad was so worried about jazi, he was scared he will loose her he started praying that she'll be alright.

FAHAD'S POINT OF VIEW:

Yarab tgawem jazi belsalama, yarab the surgery goes well, yarab tarzgha elquwa wel9i7a 3shan tt7amal kil hatha yarab!

I hope she's alright there, I'm just so scared! Khayf truu7 mene wmashufha marathanya, i wish she's strong enough to cope with is. She went through so much in her life! she had enough and this is not fair for her! i hope the doctor will be coming out telling me and yasmeen that the surgery went well and that jazi gamat men el coma (ghaybouba)

I HOPE..

An hour later the doctor came out w bser3a wigaft khayf men ele begoulah! Allah yaster....

doctor: salam 3alaiku

me: wa3alakaim elsalam doctor goleey shfeeha jazi feha shay???

doctor: matkhafsh al3amlya 9arat btmam al7mdullah bas..

yasmeen: BAS SHINUUU ???????

doctor: heya al7ein eb coma (ghaybouba) base matkhafoush , enshallah 3an 2areeb bet2um jazi bas d2ana mu7tag musa3adetkm..

me: amer?????

doctor: 3awezkm tkalimu jazi kil youm w tkalimuha ka2anaha m3akum

me: eeh enshallah 7ather bas enshallah tguum etha swaina chethi doctor???

doctor: eeh enshal2allah bas it will take a lot of time and work

yasmeen: were can do it!

doctor: asta2zen, harga3 ghurfat al3amliyat 3shan hanan2el jazi le ghurfa btnam feha

fahad: ok mashkur matga9er doctor

doctor: al3afwe ya ?

me:esmi fahad

doctor: al3afwe ya fahd, ana asta2zen 

me: ethnek ma3ak

And thats when the doctor left and me and yasmeen were shocked and depressed but I'm gonna try my best to get jazi back to real life! She doesn't deserve all of this! she never did.

yasmeen: faahad

me: haa

yasmeen: al7een shbnswe??

fahad:shnu shq9dch?

yasmeen: binam 3ind jazi wila shinu??

fahad: eeh binam 3indaha b her room mangdar nkhleeha bru7ha

yasmeen: ome wbouuy byrj3uun bacher shluun??

fahad: allah ysahelha latkhafeen!!!

We stayed silent for a while and then my phone started ringing, i didn't bother to look at the screen then i answered 

me: halla 

mom: fahad 7abeebii shlouneek

me: ohh halla yuma ana bkheeir al7mdla inlay shlunech wshloun obouuy

mom: al7mdla kiln bkheir shloun bnaytee yasuuma 7beebti

me: kahe ga3da yame bkheeir

mom: 3a6ne eyaha 

me: enshallah

yasmeen: alooo halla mama shluneech miss you mama

mom: 7beebti wallah ana akthaar, ela winch entay ou fahaden?

yasmeen: haaa 

me: 3a6eene!!!!

yasmeen: yuma  fahad yabeech

mom: okay

me: ha yuma shbghetay

mom: agool wink enta w yasuuma

me: e7na bel jam3ya neshtri kharabee6 ( i had to lie! )

mom: 7bebi fahad ana wboouk widna nmaded esbouu3 w cham youm ne6la3 men makka wnru7 jeda wlryath yemken nru7 chalet nghayr jaw gabl manerja3 elkuwait

me: weeeh, wallah walahna 3leekm ana w yasmeen bas may khalif twansaw w latnsein el souqa ;p

mom: enshallah derebalk 3ala nafsk w 3ala yasmeen wslmley 3alaiha

me: you9al enshallah m3slama

I closed the phone and yasmeen was staring at me

me: shfech??

yasmeen: shgalat ome??

me: bitmaded esbuu3 ehya w obouuy bru7un chalet belryadh madre jeda

yasmeen: ay shay?? :s

me: eeh

yasmeen: bas ashwaa enshallah jazi tgoum belsalama I'm so worried about her

me: enshallah! me too wallah

I hope you wake up jazi i love you<3

When you're gone CHAPTER 33

I would like to dedicate this chapter for the birthday girl @janaaSA_ ! SURPRIISE!!! ENJOY UR BIRTHDAY JANOUUYA xox

btw sorry for not typing yemken for 3 days bas it was my weekend i needed a rest hehe !x

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kint ana w fahad and yasmeen b starbucks nizha, kina tawna mkhal9een fa fahad ou yasmeen sbgune elsayara wana ga3da amshe chan ad3am 9bay w enkat eldrink 3aleeh fa rifa3 rasa wila it was .....


THIS CHAPTER 


It was jassem!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :o :')

He gave me a dirty look like he's just seen something disgusting and he walked away. I quickly ran to catch up with fahad and yasmeen.

fahad: shfeech tarkethen!!!?

me: tawny sheft uhmm jassem w d3mta chan yenkat eldrink 3aleeh w he gave me dirty looks w mesha

fahad: aya jeleeil el7aya!! mata2asaf??

me: uhmm fahad ana ele da3amta wkbeit his drink by accident !

yasmeen: isn't he manors bro?? laish 3a6ach dirty looks??

me: eeh he is manur's bro 

yasmeen: enzain laish 3a6ach dirty looks???

me: mageltlch?

yasmeen: maglteli

me: uhmm I'm not sure itha agar agulch cause its about me and munera//

yasmeen: common!! i know one of your biggest secrets which is you're my bro's gf!!

me: uhmmm

fahad: listen babe 3ade just tell her I'm sure yasmeen won't tell anyone

me: umm okay i trust you yasmeen

yasmeen: yeah you do :p

me: chub :: anyways

yasmeen: yalla eeh??

me: well it all started laman kint ana w munera w her bro jassem bel chalet, kint nayma wila a gum chethi at 3 am fa kint 3a6shana so ri7t ta7at ashrab water w also check on manur la2ana she was sleeping bel9ala fa lama nezalt malegeet munera! Dawart'ha every where belchalet! 6ala3t bara gilt chud 6la3at them some fresh air so when i went out shft'ha wagfa with a boy which is her bf ..

yasmeen: omg manur 3ndaha bf??

me: eeh..

yasmeen: cutie mahagait'ha t7b chethi lol!!

me: yeah well you know manuur ;p

yasmeen: kamlaayy!!

me: so ekhtr3t gilt omg layshufha ukhuha jassem so riot banadeha agulaha tred dakhl bas wana banadeha maw3et ela asma3 jassem shouting at her lafeet ela he was standing there so angry!!! I actually got scared fa lama garab yame ana ou munera gilt ambeeh b6gha jassem shswi shswi! Chan bser3a agul 7ag jassem ina that boy was my boyfriend not munera's wina gilt 7ag manur twagf yama 3la ma adkhal ayeeb shaghla men dakhl! 6ab3an I lied 3shan makent abe jassem y3a9eb w6g manuur

yasmeen: OMFG !!!!!

me: eeh i know then jassem told me to back off and never speak to munera again ou that he doesn't want any people like me emashuun his sister w 6ara6ne men elchalet so i deleted munera bbm a blocked her twitter ou instgram w bas ;p

yasmeen: umbeeeehhhh jassem is so so so stupid!! wai3 had i hate him

me: yeah but you can't blame him imagine itha karat fech acid ur bro fahad bswi nafs jassem

fahad: eeeh but the thing is i have to ask my sister mu 3la 6uul athlem bent elnas!!

me: yeah well thats life ;p

yasmeen: 7abeebtii !! come here for a hug !

I hugged her walla yasmeen's hugs are so cuddly

me: your hug 3ajeba

yasmeen: 7beebti ily jazouya you need to stay strong okay?? jassem will know the truth someday akid !

me: I'm strong since foreva ;p  yeah he will trust me ..

fahad: enzain rekbaw elsayara shakw garden tsulfuun wntaw mwagfen? elnas ga3d ykhzunkm so stop being freaks w rekbaw w solfaw 3la ra7tkm belcar yalla

yasmeen: oopsss

me: LOOOOL!

We got in the car and fahad turned his car on then we were heading back home!


yasmeen: jazi shun belparty u and munera were normal??

me: we were faking it, ya3ne 9ij were friends ou chethi so we enjoyed our time a lot be party cause we knew we weren't gonna see each other for a while ..

yasmeen: umbeeh jaddd you guys are like twins!! I can't imagine ina you guys are like that!

me: yeah well you know haha ;p shnswi ba3ad!

fahad: eeh t3alw laish mu 7a6een 7ezemkm???

me: ka ka 7a6eeta shuff!!

fahad: good girl :*, wntay yasmeen laish mu 7a6a 7zamch??

yasmeen: kaaa 7a6aitaah waaay!!!!!!

fahad: 3afya 3afya 3ashat ekhti :*

me: fahad 7e6 88.8 please

fahad: yalla inshallah


He put it on and the song ghala ghala by balqes was on!


غلا غلا غلا ممكن اعبرلك عن احساس الغلا
انك تحب انسان واحساسك عن العالم ضرير
ولا ولا ممكن لعبرلك عن احساس الولا 
اعيش بك واموت بك وانت الرمق بعد الاخير



Then yasmeen changed the radio channel and said: wee3 i hate balqeeessss!!!!!!!

me: kalbaa!! i love bales tyanen 9ut'ha 3ajeeb!

fahad: yasmeen ready 88.8

yasmeen: no! ka bedat ghnyat die in your arms malat jb AHHHHHH LOVE YOU JUSTIN BIEBER

me: weee33333 I HATE YOU JUSTIN BIEBER YOU SUCK 

yasmeen: push push sim3ay el9out ela9eel mu 9out bales ge6a3

me: m7sstne ga3da asma3 rewashed wana madre!! tara hatha jb ! t3arfen shnu jb? wa7d canadi 9uta m3afen khaluh y9eer mughane

yasmeen: e7trmay nafsch

me: m7trma nafsi men ziman 7beebti

fahad: BAASSS OUUSHHHH

me: shuf ekhtk dalu3a !!

yasmeen: laaa 7beebti mu tshaysheen ukhuuy 3alay tara he's my bro agar afar mukha 3alaich ;)

me: he's my bf y7bne akthar mench mwahahahahhahaa

yasmeen: fahuuud t7bha akthar meney :(??

fahad: laaa entay ekhti ma7d lah gadder eb galbe nafsch :*

yasmeen: waaaayyy 7beeebiii fahuuuuddd allah lay7rmne menek ya a7la ukhu

fahad: ameein 

me: wana fahad :(? mat7bne

fahad: ana ma7ebech bs amuut fech wallah!!!

me: away a7m a7mm aste7ii! ;p allah ykhalek ley enshallah

fahad: wekhalech li :*

yasmeen: tara mat7erein :) !

me: eeeh laaah ana ma7araitch abad! :p

yasmeen; eeh btw latswen ru7ch daluu3a mu layig :))

me: LOOL okaayy

fahad: bas 3ad ouush khaluni asuug

yasmeen and me: okkk!!

fahad: huff shhal za7ma !!

me: huff 7ada sh9ayer??

fahad: okhhh 7adeth shufaw !! 

yasmeen: OMGG FAHAD!!!!!!!!!!! you don't have your licence akhaf elshur6a ykalmuunk 

fahad: ukhh latkhafuun latkhafuun


Suddenly fahad turned the car to the other way and speeded like 130

me: fahad slow down !!!!!!!!!!!!!

yasmeen: fahad please ma7b a7ad yduuus khafef tukfaa !!!

fahad: zein zein

yasmeen: al7en shluun bnrj3 elbeit

fahad: adakhlkm dwa3ees latkhafuun khu kil el 6uruq t2ade ila roma

me: yuppp bs don't speed too much please

fahad: enshallah



While fahad was trying to find his way home started taking pictures of us on her iPod and taking pictures of fahad whilst he was driving and omg his face was LOL !!

We got quite bored and it was getting very late and we were lost. Like lost in kuwait :)

me: fahad were lost 9a7??

fahad: la la men gal

yasmeen: fahad stop lying just say were damn lost !!!!!!!!

fahad: OKAAY WERE LOST STANASTAWW!?????

me: oh oh.

yasmeen: uhmm shaghl ur gps map madre shnu b ur bb

fahad: mayshtghl

me: its ok guys calm down negdar nwagef al7e wnes2al ay a7ad 

fahad: eeh ka ka fe sahara yame kah as2l chud edeluun hal 9byan

So fahad opened the window to ask the people in the car next to us and ask them for directions

fahad: alsalam ukhuuy 

guy: w3leikm elsalam

fahad: ukhuy bgheit as2al wain arum etha abe ared eldeira?

guy: kamil seeida b3deen ekhth makhraj 8 b3deen ekhth el duwar on the 2nd turn b3deen tkaml seida w tu9al enshallah

fahad: mashkuur maga9art

guy: al3afw


Fahad closed the window then went on the directions that the guy gave him.

He started speeding w the traffic kanat 7amra bas fahad 3adaha mawagaf 

me: FAAHHHHHAAADDDDDDDDDDDDD

Yasmeen: oooooooh myyyy goooo.....





























AND THATS WHEN EVERYTHING WENT BLACK..

When you're gone CHAPTER 32

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yasmeen: don't go!....

me: why can't i ? you hate me so much and you don't wana see me so i'll just go!!

yasmeen: NO PLEASE!!!! Listen I'm sorry its my fault for not being patient ou i .. i was just shocked ya3ne it happened in a sudden w i wasn't expecting that!

me: its ok

fahad: yasmeen beech bs tsam7ene ana w jazi please nadre ench z3lana 3lena bs please were sorry

yasmeen: eeh za3lana 3lekm 9a7 bas you know what? your the closet people to me so i can't live without youu :')

fahad: sam7tena?

yasmeen: eeeh

Fahad went and hugged yasmeen and said: you know mara7 artha 3la nfse etha lel7inch za3lana 3ley i love you little sister :*

yasmeen: more <3

me: your so cute :")

yasmeen: and didn't anyone tell you that you and my bro fahuud cute together?

me: your ok with it :o??

yasmeen: eeeh bs fahad please latza3el jazouya w latl3b 3leha w abek ttzwjha zein ;)

fahad: afa 3leeich sis latwa9een 7aree9

yasmeen: and jazi derebalch 3la my bro mu tz3lena ba3ad 3ad he's my only bro <3 hehehe

me: no latkhafen :$

yasmeen: again fahad yaweelk enza3alt my bestie !!

fahad: la la latkhafeen yasuuma

yasmeen: uhmm fahad and jazi sorry kharabt el6al3a w makhleetkm taklun akilkm

fahad: 3addee yasmeen a9lan ana yebt elakl takeaway

yasmeen: 3ade ne6la3 mukan ya3ne n3awth ;)

fahad: wain tabuun??

me: the beach!!!!!!

yasmeen: khuuushh fekraaaaa!

fahad: yalla jazi baby ekhthay chris elakil w yasuuma shelay eldrinks

yasmeen; asfa ana masheeil tabe enta sheil eldrinks

fahad: zaain 3alql sa3day jazi

yasmeen: kk


So i guess everything is fine now! Yasmeen has actually forgave me and fahad and she is ok with me being fahad's gf and the good news is that were heading to the beach to have a little picnic hehe !!<3




The whole ride we were listening to 88.8 w me and yasmeen were just singing and fahad's head nearly popped men kith ma kan m3a9eb 3lena LOOOL


fahad: yalla nizlaw w9alna

me: wohooooooooo

yasmeen: woohooooooooo

me: wowowowowowowowwww

yasmeen: 3ashawwwww wopeeeeehhh

fahad: BAAAAASSSSS SIKTAAAAWW AZ3AJTUNEEE YALLA NILZAW W9LNA MATFHMUUN!!!!

me: loool sorry fahuud

yasmeen: sorry big bro

fahad: shut up w nizlaw mabe wla klma


Me and yasmeen stared at each other like o.o and then? WE CRACKED UP!

yasmeen: kaaaaaaaaaaaakk

me: LOOOOOOL HAHAHAHAHA

yasmeen: laish ga3ad neth7ak omgg

me: madreeeyyyyyy i can't stop LMAO

fahad: imshaw lasm7taw

yasmeen: okaayyy

We walked till we found a table with a few chairs then we sat down and started eating our food and the view was just amazing <3!


me: i never get this but whenever i come to the beach i just feel happy!

yasmeen: eeh me too!!

fahad: yalla nerja3

yasmeen: hmm okay

me: 3ade nru7 starbucks?

yasmeen: eh please

fahad: sure yalla sheilaw elwe9akh khang6ah bzbala

yasmeen: we better not litter cause we wanna keep this world alive!! thats my school's motto LOOL

me: eeeh maleit men kether may3edunu hal motto

fahad: agul rikbaw bas rikbaw



WE throw our rubbish in the bin then we got in the car and headed to starbucks nuzha

me: banzil

fahad: makw

me: pweeeeeez :(

fahad: makw!!

yasmeen: ana y9er anzl??

fahad: NO

yasmeen: laaishhh!!

fahad: wayd fe ma9bna mabekm tanzlun

yasmeen: umeeh so what ur with us ya3ne shbswuun??

me: please fahad :(

fahad: makw ya3ne makw

me: 3shan kha6ree :p

fahad: 3shaan kha6r jazi rtheeit

yasmeen: law wallaah?? al7een gimt t7b jazi akthar meney wana ekhthk haaa

fahad: 6ab3an a7b jazi akthar menech she's my future wife!

me: am awhh :$

yasmeen: wai3 jad skhefenn!!!

me: chubay

fahad: yalla nizlaw bs latkhizoon fahmeen l2na itha 6al3tw il9byaan y7sbun tabunhm fa yweelkm en khazatiw

yasmeen: whatevaaa










We sat down and then me and yasmeen went to order while fahad is sitting beltable

me: shtabeen t6lbeein

yasmeen: ice white mocha 6ab3an!!

me: ya33

yasmeen: fahuud shyabe??

me: uhmm yabe cookie crumble frappacino

yasmeen: shdraach?

me: i know what he likes and dislikes -.-

yasmeen: waaayyyy ya3ne ana elcute ele a7b fahad

me; CHUB :)

yasmeen: he's my bro toy know -_-

me: love yoouhh

yasmeen: more babes


Ga3dna nan6r bel line muda b3den it was our turn

waiter; HEY MAM what would you like to order?

me: can i have a caramel frappcino and a chocolate cookie rumble frappacino please

waiter: and what would you like young lady?

yasmeen: an ice white mocha for me dude

waiter: sure that will be 4.500 all please

yasmeen: there you go

me: kalbaa ana kind badfa3

yasmeen: shhh

waiter: wait there please it will be like one minute

me: okay!!



We got our drinks then headed to fahad and he was too busy playing with his phone to even notice us.

yasmeen: fahuud!!!!!

fahad: haa ??

yasmeen: hack your drink!

fahad: ohh ana nseet agulkm shnu kint abee sh6alabtule???

me: chocolate cookie crumble ur fave ;p

fahad: tislmeen

me: allah ysalmk

We had our drinks and then it was time to go back home, fahad w muneera mishaw jidame wana kint a3adl bluzte mawa3eet ela ad3aam 9bay!

me: oh asfaa ukhuyy

mashft wayh el9bay kan too busy ynathf his shirt,

he said: 3adeeee








lama rifa3 rasa wila it was ...............



TO BE CONTINUED.