i would like to dedicate this chapter for my lovely four readers who are so suppotive
@Lalboulayan
@ShahadAlRefaei
@nawara_99
and for the sweet and talented blogger @BTMask_ who's one of my amazing readers !x
much love for all my other followers and readers, hope you enjoy x
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i was so tired of everything so i just slept then i woke up realising that it was 8 pm, wow i must've slept for a long time but you cant blame me i didnt get enough sleep.
i went downstairs finding my mom and dad drinking tea as usual
me: alsalam
mom and dad: w3leikm alsalam
dad: shlounech 7beebti jazouya?
me: tamam
mom: yuma taben akhale elkhadam yswonlch shay?
me: no mama mu meshtahya shay
mom: shfech 7bebty?
me: wla shay bs daykha shway
dad: eeh men kthr ru7tch lelshalehat kila ttsb7un bel thhr wlshms mwjha 3lekm fa akid daykha
me: eeh maybe
i started going through the channels cause i didnt know what to watch so i just put mbc3
and on it was the suite life of zack and cody, mine and munera's faviroute show since we were young :')
i started to tear but i quickly wiped my tears away but my mom noticed me
mom: jazouya shfech tbchen 7beebti
me: la mama mu ga3da abche bs dkhl shay fe 3ene fa t3wrne wdm3t bru7ha
mom: 76ay 3leha kamadat may 7ar
me: la its okk
dad: jazouya 7beebti ana womch bngolch shay
me: yes?
dad: lazm nsafr for 2 weeks i have some work to do in norway w your mom has to come with me
me: so im staying here in kuwait alone?
mom: la mama you can sleep round munera's
me: mabe
mom: shfeech mama munera is ur sister ele ana maybt'ha you always beg me 3shan tru7enlaha laish mataben now??
me: bass mu qa9bb, may9er aru7 anam fe beit 3mte nadya??
dad: 3amtch nadya msafra
me: enzain bait mama hessa?
mom: mama hessa msafra wya 3mtch nadya
me: huff shhal 7ath!!i wish i have sisters or brothers but no i dont have any and not even cousins !!! my only cousin studies in usa why do i have to be lonely !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :')
mom: your not lonely 7bebti, you have us and you have munera and her family
me: Im gonna stay here, i dont care what you say thats my final desecion
dad:tabeen tg3den bru7ch meney?
me: rosy is here
mom: yuma kha6er tg3den bru7ch wya elkhadama
me: its ok i want to :')
dad: mt2kda?
me: yes
dad: 3yal take this 200kd spend them for the nessecary things only ok 7bebti :*
me: ok baba
dad: yalla jazi baby lazm nru7 abdl were leaving in a few hours
me: sure ra7 an6rkm bel9ala 3shan aslm 3lekm before u leave :*
Well isnt that some good news?:) My parents are going to norway for 2 weeks and im staying in the house for all that time.. all alone! Without munera whom im missing so much but its ok cause i can handle it :') Im a strong girl ! yup i am </3
I saw a number calling me and i looked at it and i knew it was munera's .. but i cant answer her i have to do what her brother told me to. So i just ignored her call, then i saw my mom coming downstairs in her 3abaya
me: mamaaa im gonna miss you so much :')
mom; 7beebti ana akthaar ;*
me: maw9eech 3al 9uqa yuma zeein :$ im ur only kid so i deserve something special ;p
mom: afa 3alaich 7beebti entay tstahlein kel elkhair :****
me: mama you know 2 weeks is not easy on me :''''')
mom: sm3ene yuma jazi, muta ma thag khelgch ru7ay 3en munera
me: k
dad: yalla jazi t3alay lemene gabl maru77
I gave my dad the biggest hug i can
dad: walla boulah 3alaich jazouuya
me: moooreee daddyyyy
mom: yalla 7bebi ta2kharna
dad: enshallah yalla mesheina om jazi?
mom: yalla bye 7bebti jazi yuma derebbalch 3la nfsch w maw9ech 3la 9alatch
me: enshallah mom yalla bye mom dad im gona miss you
both parents: byye
And they left and now im all alone.....
But suddenly my phone started ringing again, its munera!!!
I have to ignore her calls i just have to do what jassem told me to cause im doing this to potect her doesnt she understand :')
She called again! urgh I have to answer her to tell her to stop calling me
so i picked up..
me: munera please stop calling me its for your own good if jassem finds out that you called me today you'll know what will happen to both of us!
munera: please jazi dont do this i know ur doing what jassem told you
me: Im sorry i cant
munera: listen i know your doing this for my own good but please can we stay intouch ?just bbm?
me: Im sorry no! and stop calling me munera your brother would be angry if he found out
munera: dont do that please!
me: bye
And i closed the phone straight away, i just couldnt handle this i feel so lost. Now that my parents are gone im alone.
MUNERA'S VIEW
Thats it i cant take it anymore i'm going to jazi's house and i dont care if jassem finds out!!
me: jassem ba7dr
jassem: laish?
me: you know why :)
jassem: i dont
me: elchalet mu 7ilu bdon jazi plus i dont wanna stay here with you i wanna go back home
jassem: maku rada
me: MU 3ALA KAAIFKK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jassem: emballah
me: oh really :)? sure im calling mom
jassem: ok khala9 reday wya elsayeg wya weeilch etha darait enech mkalma aw shayfa jazi fahma
me; BYE
jassem: bye
so i started running to find our driver
me: take me to jazi's house
driver: ok manour
after 45 minuted i arrived, i was so scared.. what if she tells me to go away? what if her parents are there? OOOHH im just going to talk to her its not scary
i rang the bell and straight away rosy opened the door for me
me:wheres jazi?
rosy: she's upstairs you can go to her if you want
me: k thanks
i headed upstairs and knocked on her bedroom room
jazi: come in rosy
me: im munera
and then i saw jazi stand up completly shocked..
jazi: shtswen meney munera!!
me: jazi i cant take it anymore u dont want me to call you or speak to you in anyway so i came here
jazi: matkhafeen??
me: akhaf men shnu?
jazi: law la7gch jassem???
me: 3ade
jazi: listen munera i lied just to protect you! i've been called a slut and i got kicked out of the chalet just cause i want to protect you, cause if jassem found out that yousef was really your boyfriend then he will hit you till you faint and he will tell your parents and he would take your phone
me: i dont care jazi i'd rather have this happen to me than to actually loose you !!! a9lan tadren since you left 7seit something was missing ! makan fe 7es bel chalet i was in my bedroom all the time and jassem was outside all the time! Im actually pissed at my bro jassem and im not talking to him that much!
jazi: please leave munera
me: I MISS YOU JAZI !!! I FEEL SO LONELY WITHOUT YOU
jazi: you have yousef
me: i havent spoke to yousef since the thing that happened last time! i really miss you jazi and i do feel lonley please come back
jazi: OH SO YOU THINK IM NOT FEELING LONLEY??? MY PARENTS LEFT TO NORWAY FOR 2 F*UCKING WEEKS AND IM STAYING IN THIS DAMN HOUSE ALL ALONE !! JUST WITH THE MAID AND YES I MISS YOU TOO BUT I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT! I CANT JUST COME AND VISIT YOU EVERYDAY OR SPEAK TO YOU CAUSE YOUR BROTHER SAID THAT HE DOESNT WANT ANY SLUTS METHLI YMASHUUNCH SO IM JUST GONNA LEAVE YOU ALONE
BACK TO REALITY
Munera hugged me so tight and i started crying :') i just couldnt hold it i had to say all of this! i have to cry i have to be harsh with her i just have to be like this!
munera: its ok jazi dont worry im here for you!
me: just go now and promise me that you'll always be here for me :')
munera: i will i will jazi!!!! I LOVE YOU AND I WILL MISS YOU
me: more :') bye
munera: bye
and i walked with her to the door gave her the last hug and then she went</3
I went back to my bedroom and just started going through my pictures and it was full of mine and manour's pics!
oh lol i found a pic of us and omg i remember that day soo much! Me and munera were 10 and we were in this park in london and munera was on this swing and then this english girl came and pushed manour of the swing so then munera started crying, i got angry so much so i went to that english girl and punched her on the face then she punched me back and then our parents came and splited us up xD !! Then i saw manour running to hug me and they took a pic of us while hugging ;') <3
I'm sure everything will be alright someday and that me and munera will be normal as we used to be ;p
@Lalboulayan
@ShahadAlRefaei
@nawara_99
and for the sweet and talented blogger @BTMask_ who's one of my amazing readers !x
much love for all my other followers and readers, hope you enjoy x
___________________________________________________________________________________
i was so tired of everything so i just slept then i woke up realising that it was 8 pm, wow i must've slept for a long time but you cant blame me i didnt get enough sleep.
i went downstairs finding my mom and dad drinking tea as usual
me: alsalam
mom and dad: w3leikm alsalam
dad: shlounech 7beebti jazouya?
me: tamam
mom: yuma taben akhale elkhadam yswonlch shay?
me: no mama mu meshtahya shay
mom: shfech 7bebty?
me: wla shay bs daykha shway
dad: eeh men kthr ru7tch lelshalehat kila ttsb7un bel thhr wlshms mwjha 3lekm fa akid daykha
me: eeh maybe
i started going through the channels cause i didnt know what to watch so i just put mbc3
and on it was the suite life of zack and cody, mine and munera's faviroute show since we were young :')
i started to tear but i quickly wiped my tears away but my mom noticed me
mom: jazouya shfech tbchen 7beebti
me: la mama mu ga3da abche bs dkhl shay fe 3ene fa t3wrne wdm3t bru7ha
mom: 76ay 3leha kamadat may 7ar
me: la its okk
dad: jazouya 7beebti ana womch bngolch shay
me: yes?
dad: lazm nsafr for 2 weeks i have some work to do in norway w your mom has to come with me
me: so im staying here in kuwait alone?
mom: la mama you can sleep round munera's
me: mabe
mom: shfeech mama munera is ur sister ele ana maybt'ha you always beg me 3shan tru7enlaha laish mataben now??
me: bass mu qa9bb, may9er aru7 anam fe beit 3mte nadya??
dad: 3amtch nadya msafra
me: enzain bait mama hessa?
mom: mama hessa msafra wya 3mtch nadya
me: huff shhal 7ath!!i wish i have sisters or brothers but no i dont have any and not even cousins !!! my only cousin studies in usa why do i have to be lonely !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :')
mom: your not lonely 7bebti, you have us and you have munera and her family
me: Im gonna stay here, i dont care what you say thats my final desecion
dad:tabeen tg3den bru7ch meney?
me: rosy is here
mom: yuma kha6er tg3den bru7ch wya elkhadama
me: its ok i want to :')
dad: mt2kda?
me: yes
dad: 3yal take this 200kd spend them for the nessecary things only ok 7bebti :*
me: ok baba
dad: yalla jazi baby lazm nru7 abdl were leaving in a few hours
me: sure ra7 an6rkm bel9ala 3shan aslm 3lekm before u leave :*
Well isnt that some good news?:) My parents are going to norway for 2 weeks and im staying in the house for all that time.. all alone! Without munera whom im missing so much but its ok cause i can handle it :') Im a strong girl ! yup i am </3
I saw a number calling me and i looked at it and i knew it was munera's .. but i cant answer her i have to do what her brother told me to. So i just ignored her call, then i saw my mom coming downstairs in her 3abaya
me: mamaaa im gonna miss you so much :')
mom; 7beebti ana akthaar ;*
me: maw9eech 3al 9uqa yuma zeein :$ im ur only kid so i deserve something special ;p
mom: afa 3alaich 7beebti entay tstahlein kel elkhair :****
me: mama you know 2 weeks is not easy on me :''''')
mom: sm3ene yuma jazi, muta ma thag khelgch ru7ay 3en munera
me: k
dad: yalla jazi t3alay lemene gabl maru77
I gave my dad the biggest hug i can
dad: walla boulah 3alaich jazouuya
me: moooreee daddyyyy
mom: yalla 7bebi ta2kharna
dad: enshallah yalla mesheina om jazi?
mom: yalla bye 7bebti jazi yuma derebbalch 3la nfsch w maw9ech 3la 9alatch
me: enshallah mom yalla bye mom dad im gona miss you
both parents: byye
And they left and now im all alone.....
But suddenly my phone started ringing again, its munera!!!
I have to ignore her calls i just have to do what jassem told me to cause im doing this to potect her doesnt she understand :')
She called again! urgh I have to answer her to tell her to stop calling me
so i picked up..
me: munera please stop calling me its for your own good if jassem finds out that you called me today you'll know what will happen to both of us!
munera: please jazi dont do this i know ur doing what jassem told you
me: Im sorry i cant
munera: listen i know your doing this for my own good but please can we stay intouch ?just bbm?
me: Im sorry no! and stop calling me munera your brother would be angry if he found out
munera: dont do that please!
me: bye
And i closed the phone straight away, i just couldnt handle this i feel so lost. Now that my parents are gone im alone.
MUNERA'S VIEW
Thats it i cant take it anymore i'm going to jazi's house and i dont care if jassem finds out!!
me: jassem ba7dr
jassem: laish?
me: you know why :)
jassem: i dont
me: elchalet mu 7ilu bdon jazi plus i dont wanna stay here with you i wanna go back home
jassem: maku rada
me: MU 3ALA KAAIFKK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jassem: emballah
me: oh really :)? sure im calling mom
jassem: ok khala9 reday wya elsayeg wya weeilch etha darait enech mkalma aw shayfa jazi fahma
me; BYE
jassem: bye
so i started running to find our driver
me: take me to jazi's house
driver: ok manour
after 45 minuted i arrived, i was so scared.. what if she tells me to go away? what if her parents are there? OOOHH im just going to talk to her its not scary
i rang the bell and straight away rosy opened the door for me
me:wheres jazi?
rosy: she's upstairs you can go to her if you want
me: k thanks
i headed upstairs and knocked on her bedroom room
jazi: come in rosy
me: im munera
and then i saw jazi stand up completly shocked..
jazi: shtswen meney munera!!
me: jazi i cant take it anymore u dont want me to call you or speak to you in anyway so i came here
jazi: matkhafeen??
me: akhaf men shnu?
jazi: law la7gch jassem???
me: 3ade
jazi: listen munera i lied just to protect you! i've been called a slut and i got kicked out of the chalet just cause i want to protect you, cause if jassem found out that yousef was really your boyfriend then he will hit you till you faint and he will tell your parents and he would take your phone
me: i dont care jazi i'd rather have this happen to me than to actually loose you !!! a9lan tadren since you left 7seit something was missing ! makan fe 7es bel chalet i was in my bedroom all the time and jassem was outside all the time! Im actually pissed at my bro jassem and im not talking to him that much!
jazi: please leave munera
me: I MISS YOU JAZI !!! I FEEL SO LONELY WITHOUT YOU
jazi: you have yousef
me: i havent spoke to yousef since the thing that happened last time! i really miss you jazi and i do feel lonley please come back
jazi: OH SO YOU THINK IM NOT FEELING LONLEY??? MY PARENTS LEFT TO NORWAY FOR 2 F*UCKING WEEKS AND IM STAYING IN THIS DAMN HOUSE ALL ALONE !! JUST WITH THE MAID AND YES I MISS YOU TOO BUT I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT! I CANT JUST COME AND VISIT YOU EVERYDAY OR SPEAK TO YOU CAUSE YOUR BROTHER SAID THAT HE DOESNT WANT ANY SLUTS METHLI YMASHUUNCH SO IM JUST GONNA LEAVE YOU ALONE
BACK TO REALITY
Munera hugged me so tight and i started crying :') i just couldnt hold it i had to say all of this! i have to cry i have to be harsh with her i just have to be like this!
munera: its ok jazi dont worry im here for you!
me: just go now and promise me that you'll always be here for me :')
munera: i will i will jazi!!!! I LOVE YOU AND I WILL MISS YOU
me: more :') bye
munera: bye
and i walked with her to the door gave her the last hug and then she went</3
I went back to my bedroom and just started going through my pictures and it was full of mine and manour's pics!
oh lol i found a pic of us and omg i remember that day soo much! Me and munera were 10 and we were in this park in london and munera was on this swing and then this english girl came and pushed manour of the swing so then munera started crying, i got angry so much so i went to that english girl and punched her on the face then she punched me back and then our parents came and splited us up xD !! Then i saw manour running to hug me and they took a pic of us while hugging ;') <3
I'm sure everything will be alright someday and that me and munera will be normal as we used to be ;p
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