All because of you! A poem

hey guys i've ran out of ides to write a chapter from my story when your gone so i decided to write a short poem, enjoy!x

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All Because Of You 

i wake each day with a smile and greet it with a laugh, the world is treasure to me because of you.
Every time i think of something sad, i replace the thought with you!
My mind is instantly changed and my heart is filled with gladness.

I never knew there would be a better tomorrow but you've come to my life and taken away all my sorrow. 

My days of sadness are a thing of the past because i have found true love at last,
my days of emptiness are gone for good, because you fill a void in my heart that you should.

You've opened a window
You've shown be the light
and my love for you will continue to burn bright

Every breath i take is meant for you, 
i live this life surrounded in joy because i know my soul belongs to you.

my life has so much meaning now,

all because of YOU <3 x           

When your gone CHAPTER 20

Me: 3yal laish btnamen mene?

munera: uhmm wanna sleepover :$

me: i'll ask my mom

munera: suureee

so i started running like crazy to find my mom and tell her that i wanna sleep round manour's

and i finnaly found her

mom: shfech tarkethen chnch shayfa yeney

me: 6alabtch

mom: shbghetay?

me: can i sleep round munera's ?

mom: ukhuha jassem bkoun mawjoud ?

me: madre he's always out manshufa ela wkt elnoum

mom: rtheit bs derebalch zein ;*

me: zain

mom: 3ndch flous?

me: yes al7mdla

mom: btru7en al7en beit'ha?

me: eeh she's waiting for me in my room ;p

mom: eeh ok


i went back to my room finding munera packing my bag O_O !


me: what the ????

munera: im just packing ur bag

me: im sleeping round for a day not a month !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

munera: well my mama just called me and she said we can go to the chalet tomorrow with jassem and my cousins are coming

me: yaaay , are ur parents coming?

munera: nooo

me: WOOHOOOOO

munera: yalla my driver is downstairs

me: yalla lets go

munera: YOUR IN PYJAMAS ! :|

me: soo?

munera: ur in pyjamas wbt6l3en !!

me: who cares no one is gonna see me ;p

munera: freak

me: from the car to ur house simple

munera: whatever emshay !

me: yalla

mom: ha btru7een

me: eeh yalla mom bbbye xx

mom: bt6l3en eb pyjamtch?

me: eeh 3ade mom m7d bshufne :P

mom: walla ench ghareba yabnyte

me: oh yuma tara bnru7 chalet

mom: ok stansay zein w allah y7fthch derebalch 3la nfsch w halla halla bel 9alat zein yuma

me: enshallah mama bye

mom: bye


we headed off to munera's and when we arrived we found the lights of her house all off

me: sh9ayer laish beitkm thalma?

munera: didnt i tell you?

me: tell me what?

munera: my parents safrw switzerland for a week thats why were going to the chalet with jassom ou my cousins bs byun for a day

me: ohhhh thats why u packed my stuff in a big bag :P

munera: yeahhhh

me: al7en shlun ndsh ?

munera: ring the bell akid elkhadam mwjuden !

me: oh yeah.


DA DIINNNGGGG

munera: marie open the door!!

marie: ok ok madam

munera: yalla lets pack my stuff now


me: kk

munera: ok soo heres my swimming costume, bikini,shirt, t-shirt,shorts, pj's, bdla kashkha. straighner,curler, brush, charger and thats it :D

me: goodnight babe

munera: goodnight


i woke up the next morning fidning manour still sleeping so i decided to go to the toilet then wake her up

twne yaya bdsh eltoilet wla ashuf jassem

jassem: oh jazouuy :O

me: oh jassem ;p?

jassem: nayma 3ndna?

me: la mwa9la haha :)

jassem: amlaq -.- anyways ur coming chalet wyana

me: 6AB3AANNN

jassem: ha ha calm down latsht6ain

me: sorry

jassem: yalla go do ur buisness

me: shutup

and i banged the toilet door in his face ;$

i got our finding a scary creater i wasnt able to define it mwgf b3eed ekhtara3t , laf 3ley hal creater

wla its MUNERA

me: WAAAYYYY tkhar3eeen sha3rch laish chethi 9aayr

munera: madre

me: 3abale ur a weird creater or alieen  !!!

munera: chub!

and she banged the toilet door to my face


ok i kinda deserved that


i changed to my

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

and

 

 

 

 

 

 

i didnt put makeup cause mala da3e then manour came out of the toilet and got dresssed

nzlna t7t abd jassem told us to go to his car to wait and that he will bring our bags


jassem: halla bekhti manayr w halla b jazouy

me: yu3ana :(

jassem: besmellah alra7man alr7eem

munera: mac breakfast takeaway yalla jassem my tummy fathya :)

jassem: zein zein

we arrived at mac and i orderd like a double egg and meat sandwich ou madre sh6lbt manour i was too hungry to notice


we ate on our way then r7na sultan centre nshtre b6a6at , 7lwat , rednulls, babricans and choclatesss


me: soo muta eyun ur cousins ??

munera: their on their way

me: byun wya mnu ?

munera: thier big bro

me: okk


jassem: ana bazahb eljetski's

me and munera: okaay!!

munera: yalla lets change

me: yalla

and i changed to my

over it was my

and

and i left my hair down cause i felt like it

me: im waiting ta7at

munera: k

nzlt t7t wla yrn eljaras

so i opened the door finding 2 HOT boys and a girl

theyre definatly manours cousins




omar: shhal zaainnn <3_<3 ??

hamani: 3aib 3lek est7 3la wyhk


let me describe omar

well he';s normal height, sunkissed, normal hair, small eyes, one dimple beutaiful smile, aged 16

and hamani is 19, sun kissed, agra3, his eyes and normal wmk7lein, hot!


me: umm welcome in :P ?

jouri: heey

me: hey

jouri: my name is joure

me: mine is jazi

jouri: you must be manours bff

me; and you must be her cousin ;p

jouri:yes


jouri is short, shwy chubby, tanned, has beutiful eyes mashallah, silky short hair, aged 14


munera: ohh your here

omar yess we are


jassem: ohhh halla bel cousins

all of the cousins: halla feek

jassem: yalla el jet ski's ready

maw3et ela omar w hamani f9khw their t-shirts ou they were ready

omar: yalla ana bakhth jet ski wb9bkm

jassem and hamani and munera: me too !!!

jouri: ana bbdl w byeey

me: i'll wait for u plus theres only one jet ski left so we have to share ..

jouri: ok

after 10  minutes jouri finally came

me: yalla

jouri: you drive ana akhaf

me: sure


we drove and drove and drove and then we had races with the others then me and jouri decided to go alone a it was so nice and calm and we just stopped the jetski to watch the sunset then we drove to go back home till we got lost and it was getting dark..! very dark

jouri: the3nnaaa umbeehh :"(

and she started crying


OMG WHAT DO I DO I HARDLY KNOW THIS PLACE W WERE LOST IN THE MIDDLE OF THE SEA WITH NO PHONES OR ANYTHING

are they gonna ever find us ?


i shouted : HEEEEEEELLLLLPPPPPP

and i shouted again and again ou jouri namat 3ley men elkhouf i continued shouting,

but still no replies


























and thats when i lost hope.



my eyes started closing but then i saw some figure coming towards us

me: HEEELPPPPPPP US PLEAAAAAASSSEEE

jassem: jazi emshay rkbay eb my jetski ou hamani enzl soug fe ekhtk

hamani: nayma shlon?

jassem: bs emskha w soug

me: thank god ur here jassem tadre ina khala9 i thought were lost forever :'(( ahhhhh

and i started crying :')

jassem: its ok khala9 we found u dont worry

and he hugged me, like sudenly

i just didnt wanna let go cause i was too scared

jassem: yalla rekbay

me: with u?

jassem: y3ne wya mnu

me: its a small space uumm and

jassem: khala9 ana bsoug wntay danay wara shwy bs hold my tummy

me: hmm ok

and the whole ride i was just thinking about what happened the whole day






we arrived to the chalet i went and changed to my pj's and threw myself to bed i was so tired i didnt even get to say goodbye to munera's cousins

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK

me: mnuu??

jassem: its me jassem

me: come in

jassem: tara munera t7t namat

me: oh ana banam meney

jassem: ok

me: bye

jassem: jazi ..

me: yes ?

jassem: i .. umm i

me; you what?





















































jassem: i just wanted to say goodnight.
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When your gone CHAPTER 19

and thats when i saw fahad leaving starbucks

gosh he's so adorable, cute, and hot and his smile just makes me melt <3

i have a serious crush over that dude!

munera: alooo ?? hey jazouuy shfech 9rtay mfahya faj'aa?

me: ha la mafene shay

munera: 3aleeeinaa haa :) ??

me: chub

munera: ahuf hal fahad makhth galbch

me: yes

munera: jaaikaar :(

me: 3adaaal youseef wee33 agol sktay a7slch

munera: eyanen yousef a7la men bu wyh fahad hatha malch elm3fn

.......: eeh ana 7lu shfech?

munera: YOUUSEEF :O??

yousef: shfech mn9dma shkntay tgolen ?? B-)

munera: la bs jazouy legat her super man

yousef: oh mabrouk jazii

me: were not even dating -.- we only talked a bit

munera: la chnha cindrella nesat her ring bel cinema chan yl7gha mr fahad w36aha eyah

yousef: LOOOL mu hayen hal fahad

munera: eh sh3balk  a9lan latshuf elnthrat ele g3d y6al3ha fehm wooh 9ij cute hal ethneen

me: umbeh chub khla9 mala da3e hal 7ache jad sakhefa munera ana an6rch belcar bye !!!



we3 g6e3a munera really pissed me off now mu kilshay e9er feni tgola 7g yousef 3lbu he's her bf !!



yousef: ha ha laykon hathe housha?

munera: no dont worry yalla i have to go yousef ttyl x

yousef: tc babe

munera: you too x


me: taw elnas laish t2khrtay !

munera: i had to talk with yousef

me: umm yeah sure q9dch tgolela everything that happens to me b3d

munera: i didnt i swear jazi im just too happy for you that you found your love cause i dont wanna see you alone after what khaled did to you ou i tell yousef cause whenever im happy for you he is too !

me: awwh thanks but just dont tell him every detail please he is ur bf not mine ;p

munera: sure x

me: yalla raja go back home

raja: ok ok majam





we arrived i washed my makeup off , got dressed in my pj's then went and layed on my bed

me: matmlein kila nayma 3endi

munera: emballah :))
 

When your gone CHAPTER 18

hey guys im really sorry for not posting since like ages but 9aratle thruf ;( i'll try to make this chapter extra long 3shan a3wthlkm and thanks so much for your patience you're the best xx

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munera decided to sleep round my house and i didnt mind that


me: ha u wanna watch a movie ?

munera: yeah scary though

me: shnu feeh?

munera: panaromal activity or whatever its called

me: yeah bs ykharr33 thats what people say

munera: who cares gurl its gonna be fun

me: yeah gurl lemme get da popcorn ready

munera: suure am gonn get da drinks ready

me: sweet popcorn?

munera: yaa wbu what drink do ya need?

me: strawnerry milk shake babe

munera: strawberry milkshake on the way for ma gurrl



me: im done

munera: just about donee mm mix it a bit and were done

me: loool why did we suddenly start speaking slang ?

munera: dont really know :)


me: yalla the movie started

munera: omg shufay thalma

me: waaaaaaaaayy yumaahhh

munera: raaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh

me: wallah kheft

munera: wkhwftene m3ach !!

me: lol sorry my bad

munera: 6afay 6afay its too scary lets go to sleep

me:oki doki goodnight sweetpie

munera: goodnight


i woke up next morning finding myself on the floor o.o

i must've fell thats for sure

wait or maybe kicked by manour :)

me: waakkeuuuupppp abi aru7 starbucks adailya and 360

munera: mmmm

me: YAALLLLAAAAHHHHHHH

munera: zaain zaain

me: im waiting for u downstairs im having breakfast

munera: k

me: its 3;30 already common :)

we ate our break fast and watched tv a little then we exused ourself from my parents


me: hmm what to wear what to wear

munera: im dressed already!

me: shraych b hatha?

munera: no

me: hatha?

munera: no

me: this?

munera: no no no

me; enzaain thiss ????

munera: yes !!

so i decided to wear this ..

munera: beuatiful!!!!

me: just like you x

i waved my hair then applied my makeup and i was ready to go

munera: 360 first?

me: yeah

w9alna wg3dna ntmsha

me: khal ndsh juicy

munera: yalla

me: allah shufay this ring eyanen!!

munera: eeh mashallah yshwg ekhtheh

me: exuse me how much is that?

worker: 20kd

me: im gonna take it

worker: sure may you head to the till please my friend will help you there

me: thanks

worker at till: hello madam u want this ring

me: yes

worker at till: its very nice and simple isnt it

me: yes it is

worker at till: and it suits you

me: thankyou x

worker at till: no need and ther you go

muunera: lebseeh al7een layg w 7ada cute

me: 9ij?

munera: yeaah

me: ok

i got the ring and wore it

me: shrayech?

munera: ehabl

me: thankss x btw khandsh cinema?

munera: ok


we walked to the cinema and on the way ymkn we got 15 comments from the boys ;d gosh i swear the only thing them boys can do is chase girls wghazlonhm ::


me: soo ay movie tabeen?

munera: interview with a hitman shakla 7ilu

me: ok khalndsha

we brought our food and we headed to qa3t elcinema

we sat down and munera sat next to 3 girls and i had 2 free seats next to me, yay i hope no one sits next to me


but noo i saw two boys walking toward the seats next to me but wait one of them is soo hot omg and he sat next to me +_+

the movie started and everyone was silent

half of the movie went by and it was BOOORIINGGGG

the hot boy: elfilm maleeq 9a7?

omg ared 3aleh :O ? 3aib !! lala fashla khal ard

me: eh maleq

the hot boy: laish dashta?

me: i thoguht its good

the hot boy: turned out its not

me: yeah ;p

fe9akht my juicy ring cause i felt my hands were dry and for some reason i decided to put cream on them

fe9akht elring w76eta 3al arm of the chair then 76eit elcream when suddenly manur saseratne madre shgalat

me; what?

munera: lets go out maleit

me: okaay

twne gmt wla i feel someone holding me lafet wla its the hot dude

the hot boy: magltele shsmch?

me: jazi you?

the hot boy: fahad

me: have to go now

fahad: im leaving now too cause maleit ;p

munera: bnru7 starbucks adailya 9aaaa7777??

me: 9outch 3aley ya khara akeid sm3ch fahad

munera: oh el9bay esmah fahad?

me: yes! :)


FAHAD'S POINT OF VIEW


akhhh shnu jamela hal bnt

ok i should stop thinking about her ! waiitt nseet telephone belqa3a

shlon nseta madre:/

i walked to qa3at elcinema to pick up my phone when i saw a shiny little ring on the chair

wait! akid hatha khatam jazi ehya ele kanat ga3da yame ! i need to give it back to her but how

fahad think think thinkk !!

yes i got it !

me: 9alou7 emsh starbucks adailya yalla

9ale7: laish?

me: ele en3jbt feha menak w nesat khatamha lazm awdeh laha

9ale7: yalla emsh

so we arrived at starbucks adailya and i looked for them but they werent there

i went upstairs and they were there




JAZI'S POINT OF VIEW

me: fahad??

fahad: heres ur ring u forgot it in the cinema

me: thanks so much but how did u know im here

fahad: ur friend was too loud

me: oh lol

fahad: i have to go now maybe someday we will meet again, bye

me: bye ..



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When your gone.. CHAPTER 17

 rafa3t rase wila ashuf khaled with nouf

here he is smiling and enjoying every moment with her.



nazalt rase

me: can we go somewhere else i don't like this place

munera: shfech? why\

me: khaled and nouf are here

munera: 3ade khalehm ewaloun! so what they're here ignore them w enjoy ur time baby shufay fe hot dudes on that table ou one of them is staring at you ;p so stare back

me: chub mu waktch x_x

waiter: hey madam what would you like to order

munera: strawberry and bananas with the milk chocolate i really don't know whats the name of the order

waiter: i know what you mean like dip the fruits in the chocolate?

munera: yes yes

waiter: ok madam anything else

munera: bottle of water please

waiter: sure



munera's face was dugged into her phone 6ab3an cuz she was talking to 7abeb elgalb yousef and i was all alone just staring at the people men elmalaqa

munera: yousef is coming

me: u told him to come?

munera: no i just told him I'm here ou he said he wants to come 3shan he protects me :$

me: shbswelch mathalan

munera: dunno at least i'll get to see him!

me: LOL


waiter: there you go madam heres your order ENJOOOYY

me: thanks freddo

freddo the waiter: your welcome madam do u know ur the only one who read my name and said it while talking to me

me: really freddo :O

freddo: yah mam some people call me fareed especially the boys

me: yeah they probably do that as a joke

freddo: yeah they do , so i'll leave you to eat ur food and if u need anything just call my name

me: sure freddo ;)


i looked up finding khaled alone in the table and he was staring at me! like proper staring


me: munera he's staring

munera: that hot dude :O ?

me: no khaled u stupid

munera: wai3 latkhzenah khaleh ymout men el7ara wtadren shloun ebtsmay 7ag elhot dude 3shan yghar khaled ;)

me: sure

i looked at the hot dude's table ou he was staring so i smiled back to him, then he winked at me oh goosh he was HOOOTTT


then i stared back at khaled and his face was indescribable ! he was boiling from anger atwaqa3 if his head exploded it'll explode lava.

i just smiled the evil smile and looked back at munera

me: ohh kahw yousef!!

munera: 9ij wain??

me: latetlafetain 9eray thegela, a9lan kahw ga3ad yammmmmnnnnaaa now i have to whisper etha bt7cha 3ana

munera: bs chub :)

munera was soooo shyyy her face went like a tomato maskena chnha btmout XD

me: eklay yalla tara its delicious

munera: la akhaf adamer ru7e wtfashal jedam yousef

me: kaifch



we finished eating

me: yo freddooo i want the bill please

freddo: sure mam

me: there you go

freddo: heres your change

me: keep it for you its a tip ;) x

fredo: omg thanks mam

me: don't thank me fredo and stop calling me mam I'm a young girl u know like don't i look like I'm 15? xd

freddo: you do but i have to call you mam for respect

me: naah just call me jazi its my name

freddo: nice to meet you jazi

me: nice to meet you too freddo have to go now bye

freddo: bye jazi

munera: ashufch 6y7tay elmyana wya elwaiter

me: yhaweegg lol :(

munera: gala khal ne6la3



we went out w namshe 7ag the car wela some one calls me

......: JAZZIII WAIITT














me: nouf?

nouf: yeah its me shlounch shakhbarech

me: I'm good and btw 3atham allah ajrch and you?

nouf: ajrna wjrch and al7mdla I'm better than before, maga9ar khaled wegaf wagfa wyay

me: yeah thats good

nouf: tadreen he always speaks about you ya3ne always always

me: I'm lucky hehe

nouf: i love him jad!

i acted stupid so i wanted to ask her if she's dating him

me: ur together ?

nouf: yeahh<33

me: ohh enshallah you stay with him forever not like me for a few months ;)

nouf: wh aa ..a tt? you guys were together?

me: yeah and he broke up with me cause of you ;p

nouf: oh my gosh I'm sorry i never knew u guys were together and i always thought u'd look cute if u dated I'm really sorry that I'm the reason he broke up with you

me: its ok he did the right thing i mean ur his cousin and u've loved him more than i have so u deserve him more theres hundreds of there boys out there ;p

nouf: thank you :( i hope you'll find your perfect prince someday :(

me: thanks

nouf: anytime,, ohh kahw khaled

khaled: nouff yalla ur mom is calling i have to drop you back the driver is waiting

nouf: don't you wanna say hi to jazi?

khaled: alsalam jazi shlounch

me: tamam al7mdla

khaled: yalla nouf lanet2akhar

nouf: zaain!! bye jazi take care hope to see you again

me: bye

munera: ksarat kha6re nouf shklha 9ij et7bch hatha whya bs shaftch two times

me: eeh she's adorable

munera: lets go home

....::: muneraa

we turned around wela it was yousef

munera: oh hey :$$

yousef: shlounech?

munera: tamam u?

yousef: bkheir al7mdla , shlonch jazi?

me: good ;p

yousef: ashuf ma chena 3yunch kanat tetlafat ymen wysar bel chocolate bar?? haaa ;p??

munera: no it wasn't kent bs ga3da athb6 wa7d 7ag jazouuy she's single bs mamenha fayda

me; hey I'm right here u know !! :)

yousef: khalay elbent b7alha qa9b tkhalenha taken

munera: i was just helping huf

yousef:  ok yalla go back home its getting late

munera: you too x

yousef: bye :PPPP

munera:  bye :$

me: ana a3almch yalkhara laish fashaltene jedam yousef!!

munera: belghala6

me: belghala6 umm okaayy :))











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IMPORTANT NOTICE !!!!!: guys i may not be able to post for a week cause first eid is coming and i'll be very busy secondly i might be travelling so i wont be able to post abroad xx

When your gone.. CHAPTER 16

i turned my phone off cause i wasn't in the mood for anything then went back to sleep.




i woke up finding manour putting the breakfast on my mini table

munera: wakeup sunshine its new day

me: lol this is for me

munera: yes but its for me too ;p i cooked everything

me: 7etan el fried egg?

munera: oh no the maid cooked that.

me: lol tislam eidch let me just  go to the toilet

munera: tyt


i came back and started eating breakfast with manoura

me: yumm wallah latheeth elryoug

munera: thanks

me: don't thank me haha, ela 3alay weren't you supposed to go back home? how did you sleep over?

munera: i couldn't leave you wntay kntay b7ala allah y3lam shnu i mean ur my bff nd sis ele mayabat'ha omey! i had to be with you?

me: awwhh thank you! ela shgeltay 7g ur mom?

munera: i told her u invited me to sleep round

me: i didnt but ur always welcome -.-

munera: hahahahahah :)

me: wain taben t36le3en?

munera: el7amra? then chocolate bar elbida'

me: SOUNDS GOOD SISTAA!! had abe a6la3 anafs 3an ru7ey!

munera: yeah u have to its better for you


we went downstairs to sit with my parents

me: alsalam

mom and dad: wa3alaikm alsalam

me: shlock yuba?

dad: tamam wentay

me: ana bkheir damik bkheir ya aghla wa7la oboe beldnya

dad: ha shbghetay?

me: shdrak eney abe shay?

dad: matgolenli hal kalam el7ilu ela etha taben shay meney

me: LOOOOL :| ummmm bs abi money ba6la3 elyoum

dad: cham taben w7ag shnu?

me: wedi aswi shopping ba3dain benru7 chocolate bar

dad: 50kd zain?

me: huh :O mm eh eh cain zain

dad: yuba ekhthay 100kd 3leich bel3afya

me: alla y3afek

mom: sh7ga t36eha halkethere bs trak wayd etdl3ha

dad: bente wbdl3ha sh7arech ya mara

mom: wla shay :\\\\

and my mom gave me the evil look for some reason :|

me and manor watched tv and chatted a little bit with my parents till it was time for lunch,

manor: khalte shnu elghada?

mom: chicken fillet with peas ou chips elyoum mali khlg a6bakh fa switlkm fast food

me: ur calling peas fast food o_O ?

mom: la the fillet wil chips

dad: t7mdw rbkm wklaw yalla


we ate and the food was yummy bs 6ab3an i kept hiding my plate under the table w throwing the peas so no one can see

estghrfllah i hate peas ;&

me: al7mdla shb3t I'm going upstairs

munera: me too


me: yalla lets get ready 3shan bne6la3

munera: okay bs 3ad mu et6awlen sa3ten kal 3ada :)) !!

me: cain cain ever khair




so i decided to wear this

i wanted to look simple makan ley khilg a9er over like these girls belmujama3at ele yalbsoun alien and grandayzer outfits :/ !

i straightened my hair then applied a thin layer of eye liner and a bit of mascara, blusher , lipstick and i was ready



munera: ana 9arle 30 minutes an6rch tkhal9ein 9arlch sa3ten!!

me: ambe men 9ijch sa3ten?

munera: mkyajch took 30 minutes ou choosing ur outfit 30 minutes ou doing ur hair 1 hour! ma7setay belwakt?

me: no :$ al7mdla wlshkr shakw 7sbtay elwkt

munera: dunno 3-/

i picked up my ted baker cross bag and headed to the car with munera



me: raja ru7 7amra mall w76 88.8

raja: jain jain madam


me: wee3 shhal aghane 6af elradio 6afah

munera: eeh 7ada ou btw 7aar !!

me: men omah! RAAJAAAAAA CAREFULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL :O !!!!!!!!!!!.........































oh my gosh.

we were nearly gonna get in an accdeint ! the car in front of us 6ag brake qawe ou started flipping up and down!

i felt my heart actually stop for a sec!


al7mdla ma9ar fena shay al7mdla yarab




munera: yumaaaahhhhhh raja yal khara elmara elthanya shut el6rej 3adl baghait etmwtna !!

raja: sorry madam bs layswi jenjal

me: chub gaol yalla doug soug

munera: don't drive fast!

raja: jain jain


we got in the 7amra and it was quite big! mashallah 7ilu hathe awal mara ayelah

me; wow 3jeb el7amra

munera: eehh wow check this shop out !


and we did shopping i brought my self a few new shoes and a bright ping skirt ou 6ab3an i brought nail  varnish .

munera just brought makeup and oh god she adores makeup like she buys makeup more than she buys clothes -.-

me: bs enough shopping !

munera: are you ready for chocolate bar?

me: oh yes i am

munera: here we go then

me: race me to the car?

munera: laish yahel?

me: its fun

munera: no way

me: i'll beat you

munera: oh no you won't!



we raced to the car and 6ab3an we nearly got hit by a few cars bs i sony hahahahaaha

me: i won i told u i will

munera: u know I'm a slow runner

me: and you know I'm the fastest runner in class :P

munera: yeah


we got in the car and headed to chocolate bar then we got in and sat down 6ab3an after waiting half an hour cuz it was so crowded


i put my things on the table and i was too busy checking my phone but when i lifted my head i saw..





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When your gone.. CHAPTER 15

i got a call from khaled which interrupted my thoughts


me: alo?

khaled: jazi can i meet you?

me: where? ou why?

khaled: meet me at the beach in 1 hour

me: okay I'm coming

and i ended the call

suddenly i got another call from mom saying that i have to come back home




me: manor get dressed mom wants me to come back home then I'm going to meet khaled at the beach madre shyabe

munera: ok


so i changed into my

and my pink neon toms

then i put a few layers of mascara and a little bit of my bronze blusher with my lipgloss and i was ready to go

i reached the house 7a6ait aghrathe then nezalt ta7at bslm 3la ume 

me: hey mom shlounech shakhbarech wlht 3leichx, ou yuma bn6la3

mom: halla yuma 7beebti ana akthar bs wain bt6l3ein labsatle hal libs?

me: bnru7 shwya 360 m7na m6wlein

mom: laish labsa hal shorts? wayd g9ar yalla f9kheihm

me: umbeehh yuma 3adee

mom: ru7ay f9kheihm al7en yalla

me: please mom bs today

my mom is too strict for some reason :) i wish she could be free and open minded just like manoura's mom but i can't say much i had a kuwaiti mom not an australian mom :( 


mom: laish rasch yabes

me: la2ane 6al3a 3alaich

mom: shgeltay?

me: slamtch! a7eebchh mwaahh xox

mom: bs hal mara :) wana akthar yalla m3alsalama


and we headed to the car

me: raja take us to the beach

raja: okay okay madam


we arrived and then

me: munera stay in the car ni6reni k

munera: kk


i got down the car and started walking on the beach, it was so windy and hot and i could feel the little sand grains managing to get through my shoe and settle between my toes, the weather was nice and the clouds were in neat rows just like in paintings

i walked and walked until i found khaled.

there he was sitting on the sand with his shoes off



me: a7mm

khaled: hey jazi

me: hey

khaled: how are you

me: I'm fine what about u?

khaled: I'm doing fine too

me: soo umm why did you call me and tell me to meet you here?

khaled: listen jazi i have to tell you something

me: okay???

khaled: my cousin nouf's dad just passed away you remember her right? and..

i cut him off by saying: omg allah yr7mah w 3atham allah ajrkm and yeah i met her in mac before with u she's a nice person

khaled: ajrna wajrch, well her dad died and she's just so weak right now! she needs me by her side latshufen 7alat'ha matakel wmatshrab she's very sick and she said she needs be with her

me: yeah hatha elwajb ur her cousin u have to be by her side !!

khaled: no i mean she needs be to be by her side as her bf !

me: WHATTTTT???!!!!!!

khaled: nouf had a crush on me since i was 6 and she always loved me, she always was nice to me and she always cared for me but i never gave her that much attention, but now i realised that what did before was wrong! i should've loved her from before and i need to be by her side now! thats when she needs me the most

me: ohh so umm your b..ra.k..ing up *sniff* wi..iithh .. m.e.eee..*snif*??

khaled: listen jazi i really love you i just can't leave nouf like that i have to be with her

me: ohh its ok gd luck with her *sniff*

khaled: I'm sorry i have to go


and he just left me there sitting on the sand alone crying my heart out.....

i seriously can't believe what khaled just told me, after this relationship he's just gonna leave me for his cousin who had a crush on him since ages !! wtf yeah her dad died bs mu yhedni wyru7 laha!! why does he have to fucking do this ?? life so damn unfair ! i hate khaled i really do. i should've never came back to him cause then i;ll be in peace but i had to come back to him and get my heart broken again! the biggest mistake i did is that i went back to him even though he broke my heart before and i thought he would never do it again but what to do when no one is trustworthy these days. he proved that he's a player and the worst thing is that i lost my trust in him and do you know what??? 

HE WAS NEVER WORTH IT !

but its ok I'm not gonna get mad anymore; I'm just going to expect the lowest from the people i thought the highest of.

I'm just gonna live my life without him

Maybe I'm just too fucking complicated for anyone to love :') 

i was sat on the beach for ages all i did was cry non stop, i seriously didn't care who was around i just needed to cry. I really did,

i wiped my tears and just started gazing at the summer sky and i enjoyed the smell of the beach it always made me good

munera: jazii shfeechh???

me: he broke up with me :')

munera: omggg u've been crying :O don't tell me u've been crying over that dumbass?

me: don't worry I'm fine

munera: its clear now. he was never worth you

me: yeah can we go back home now?

munera: u have to tell me what happened okay?

i nodded with a weak smile

when we arrived home we avoided my mom so she wouldn't see my crying face and ask what happened and we went upstairs

munera: how do u feel

me: I'm alright

munera: so?

me: he left me for his cousin nouf who had a crush on him since he was 6 and her dad just passed away so he needs to be by her side

munera: 7dha chalba!!!

me: actually allah y3enha she has to cope with a player :p

munera: yeah ur right, don't worry tara theres millions of other boys ystahlounch wmayteen 3alaich

me: na I'm just gonna be single its better :P

munera: ur choice

she hugged me tight and i hugged her back but i burst into tears and all i knew was that i fell asleep



i woke up and it was 2AM i checked my bbm and saw that khaled deleted me, blocked me in whatsapp and unfollowed me in twitter, OMG he even unflollowed me in instgram

i just don't know how I'm gonna face him everyday in school.



i started crying again ! i codling hold it anymore I'm just too weak for this i just can't belieive it ! it just happened so fast i tried to control myself and just remembered what munera said: he was ever worth me

do you know what I'm gone do? I'm just gonna put a smile on my face and continue living my life, always remember ...



Evereyone wants happiness, no one wants pain. But you can't make a rainbow without a little rain.










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