Friday, September 28, 2012

When you're gone CHAPTER 37







me: yasmeen abeech tad3eeyn 7ag jazi tgooum enzain

yasmeen: a9lan i've been doing that since the moment i saw her bleeding unconciocly

me: 7beebti wallah :*

yasmeen: fahad don't be sad she'll wake up soon and everything will be alright :*

me: enshallah

yasmeen: never stop hoping ;p

me: i won't w 3la goulat jb never say never right?

yasmeen: HELL YEAH!!!! ;p

me: enzain ana barou7 ag3ad yam jazi akhaf tgoum wila shay

yasmeen: okay ana bag3ad a7ous bel hospital chord a9adf babies al3ab wyahm wla shay lol

me: Lol okay take care sis ;*

yasmeen: okaayy ;p





I went and sat on a chair next to jazi and the look on my face was just indescribable like you know when you have mixed feelings/emotions and your face is just like half smiling and half crying ? well that was how i looked like ;p

You know i could actually sit all day just staring at jazi and i wouldn't even get bored, don't ask me why bas i can do that!





Yasmeen came back and said: haa ur still here?

me: shtshufeen? -.- jazi shufay yasmeenou elkhabla wallah khabla fahmenii laish trafjeenha wallah ekhti maynuuna :)

yasmeen: jaziii tara kalb ukhuuy fahuuud akraha wee3 ge6a3 laish ur his gf maynuun w7maar jad entay tstahleein a7san men hal asshole ele yamee :)!

me: e7trmaay nafsech tara 7beebti jazi matertha 3alay w bas tgoum men elnouma el6weela hathe bt9eer john cina wbtmwtch ;p tara dare ga3d tsm3ene jazouuya w 3ad mu tfshlene abech laman tgoumen men elcoma tbkseen yasmeeno :$

yasmeen: a9laann jazii mategdar 3alay ;p

me: a3almha 7arakat boxing wt36eech box twdeech elquds

yasmeen: WAAAIIII3333 AMLAAAAQQQQQ!! Allah y3enech jazii u have a bf which his dam is very thegeel :)

me: shhal badlyaat ?? hatha wntay private school?

yasmeen: e7trm nafsek ya 7maarrrrr

me: ohhhhh jazi baby yasmeenooh sabatne :o

yasmeen: i hate you maleeqqq

me: me took wallah :((

yasmeen: baruu7 atmasha again wee3 ge6aa3

me: thlfay yalla





I laughed 3la elhousha ele twa of me and yasmeen w just smiled and looked at jazi knowing she heard every little thing we said haha 






2 days passed and jazi is still in coma




I started getting worried everyday, every minute and every second, i kept on thinking will jazi ever wake up again? will she ever see me again? I didn't even give her a goodbye and she didn't enjoy her life! will jazi die?? I just can't think! I feel like my mind will explode ! I can't hold it anymore i just want jazi to wakeup i miss her!!!!!!



me: jazi yalla 7beebii wakeup i miss you so much! Remember all the memories we had?? They were amazing weren't they ;p? And i want to have more memories with you baby , 3ad ma buga shay w school will start, dare u hate it so much bas university will start too so were both gonna have bad days, tadreen you're so pretty even when your coma? you'd normally reply with i know la2anech wayd wathqa men nafsch, and thats why i love you! I love you for so many things actually! I love you for who you are, your just perfect to me! Tara dare galabtay 6uma6a men dakhl w 7adch mst7ya cause u always are, 3aad yalla jazi wakeup! Just wanna say that no matter what happens I loved you once, i love you still, always have always will<3 i miss you so much i hope you miss me too







Suddenly the machines started beeping so quick, i got so worried, it was beeping so fast and thats when it went dead silent and thats when...................



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